this week has been a rather hectic one... work's the usual... nothing much...but getting the hang of it....so it's getting easier n easier... but at least this week has been a fruitful week...i get to meet up with so many frens that i din see for a long time for meals... met ck for lunch, met angela n siqi for dinner...met esther n zhiyong for lunch...met up the s81 folks for steamboat...met up with yp for dinner n movie... went to villa bali again with the hall ppl...ahaha... and da jie likes the place too...ahaha... i forsee it'll be one of my regular hang out spots liao...
"when life becomes a routine... you dun even have to think..."
yest was mid autumn.... met up with siqi n angela for dinner...went for a dinner at soup restaurant... aha... and like always...i'm late! all because of work la! haha... but oh well...dinner was good...food was good...and the gals gotten mi a box of donuts from donuts factory lor! duno how long they queue man...so thankful! first time i ate from donut factory... ahaa... and i bought some super rich n yummy durian puffs for my mom... frickin nice durian puff lor..ahhaa...big fans of durian...plz go try...it's realli not bad wor!
i look like an uncle in the pic la! damn!
月圆人团圆... 月饼圆又圆... 饼如月亮圆... 多吃脸圆圆...
"we dun walk the path of life alone...at least not anymore..."
If a picture paints a thousand words, Then why can't I paint you? The words will never show the you I've come to know. If a face could launch a thousand ships, Then where am I to go? There's no one home but you, You're all that's left me too. And when my love for life is running dry, You come and pour yourself on me.
If a man could be two places at one time, I'd be with you. Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way. If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die, I'd spend the end with you. And when the world was through, Then one by one the stars would all go out, Then you and I would simply fly away
"every experience makes up life... every rites makes up the passage..."
i realized that reliance is a very dangerous thing... when we are used relying on things or people... we will have a greater tendency to feel lost or worried without it... for example... reliance on computer... whenever the computer spoil or cock up... we become disable... we can't do work..we can't socialize (thru msn)... and we start to feel bored...feel empty... likewise... relying on ppl does have the same effect... relying on parents...relying on bf/gf... all these will end up in us feeling lost whenever we are without them... i guess... relying on ownself is still the safest bet...
sometimes... being self reliant too is a tiring thing... and often...we all wanted a chance to be able to unload our own burden... and just stand there waiting for ppl to pick us up in life and push us along... but... i rather depend on myself....
went villa bali with kai, feng, elton n akuma yest... had a rather good time chilling out and babe watching... and i saw ezann lee! she pretty wor... haha... too bad there's a guy with her...oh well...ahhaa...
and keith married today...went for his church wedding todae... congrats to keith! and i broke my 99 point curse in bowling todae...and damn...almost hit my turkey... but thanks to gerald n weiyeh for coaching.. haha...
"u only have 1 chance to find the correct one... dun too chin chai..."
had nite cycling the other nite.... it's like the 3rd nite cycling for me..and i believe it'll be the last le.... i'm getting way too old for it... butt was sore...body was aching like mad when i eventually reached east coast park... but it was still fun.... i love catching up with frens... especially when u're cycling down the endless stretch of road... and being in my own world with my own music in the depths of the nite... simply enjoying the music n the cool breeze of the nite... though it was a tiring trip..i'm still glad i'm went down for it...
zz, jas and me...all acting cute...
some for the guys...
and some of the gals...
zz, me and danny at a rest point not lookin veri happy...
fave pic of the nite.... caught in midair!
"to proved you have lived...and to prove you have loved..."
"I want you to love me, but I dont think you will." I wander around as I repeat this to myself It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt. I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
Do you love me or not? I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know! No matter how badly I desire to be with you There are many unchangeable things in this world and my love for you can't be stopped by anyone
As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you I have to let you know "I want you to love me, but I don't think you will." I wander around as I repeat this to myself It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt. I'll say "I love you" to the one I love Putting these feelings into words is so scary but I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
The happiness we chance upon in our lives can't be expressed in words That's why we can only smile Why we sing "do re mi" among the vivid autumn colors With winter at our backs, and the spring sunbeams peeking through the leaves as to protect someone who's just been reborn
As I looked at the road I'd traveled and the path ahead, my eyes were filled with cowardice I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest I didn't want to know that you didn't love me and live the rest of my days alone That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt
As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you I have to let you know "I want you to love me, but I don't think you will." I wander around as I repeat this to myself It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt. I'll say "I love you" to the one I love Even if my feelings aren't returned, I can say "I love you" to the one I love And that's the most beautiful thing in the world
"sometimes, all we seek is proof that we have lived..."
ppl seems to be having identity crisis nowadaes... or perhaps...mabbe that's not the right word to use...but perhaps... it's more of ppl becoming more conscious of how others see them... especially for those who are in the diff stages of relationships... somehow, it's kinda affecting the self esteem of ppl.... i guess itz because u care abt how the other parties see u...tt's why wat they sae gets u down... and hurts u more...
ppl can sae u are a quitter... you are fat...you are unfeminine... you are inmature... you are this n that... i know it hurts to hear all this coming from the person u care abt... but do note in mind... there are alwaes ppl that dun care all these faults abt u... and ppl who accept u for who u are... and i guess u can call these ppl "friends"...
and seriously... you are yourself... u dun have to live ur life according to how other see u... live it to ur fullest n make urself happy... all the hurtful words are just there to make urself feel bad...if u dun care abt it...all those words juz become rubbish and crap that's simply meaningless...
to everyone....live free.... be happy... peace out...
i think i am getting old...or mabbe the 2 weeks of work has aged me so much...todae i just had a pri sch gathering...i saw frens i nvr realli see after 15 yrs... and realli...it's good to be catching up....just having a nice meal, and some coffee...with my teacher.... it's realli realli nice to talk abt the good old days... the daes of fun we had in pri sch... and sharing the same jokes after 15 yrs still generate a good laugh... thanks to alwin for organising...and ms lim, weijian, dechuan, chunda, ruxin for turning up...
but as i was walking home after the gathering.... i came to a realization... the things we talk abt were actually quite "old"...or rather...mature... we talked abt the education systems...abt management..abt some politics and sciences...and even the nurturing of children in current times.... it's actualli a veri enriching sharing session that opens my myopic views on certain issues... perhaps hanging out with a "real" teacher actualli helps...every session is often a enriching one... just like how ms lim had taught us in pri 3 and 4... she still gives us lessons on life.... mabbe itz the composition of ppl who turned up todae.... ppl who had realli seen the world... i've realised that we all shared similar views on stuffz... and tt's a interesting perspective... but yeah...i seriously like such gatherings...
haizz... i think i'm getting old... all my happiest times were like spent talking... juz like on the bash on fri... the dancing, the drinking everything kinda lost its fun on me... i rather much be sitting by the roadside talking to frens... or simply at a table talking abt life over a cup of drink... i realli think it's a sign of growing up....sigh....
"frens are like good wine...they become better with age..."
mmm...juz realise my blog actualli past 1000 views...congrats...and lucky mi.. there's no one to claim the 1000 visitor's prize..hurrah! muz be too cheapo le...ahhaa... yeahz....weekends' gonna be over... fast...and once again..itz back to the routine monday..all the way til fri... at least todae managed to go grab a new pair of working shoes... in the short 1 hr... blew $180 bucks on a belt n shoes... this is why i dun like to shop alone..money spent too fast... oh well...let's face the new week with a smile :)
communication i believe...is one of the more important things in a relationship... be it frens, lovers, families... it's just incomplete without communication... if ppl are unwilling to communicate and tell how they feel...how they do things etc...it's gonna lead to misunderstanding inevitably... i like talking....i like sharing my life...to a certain extent... but talking alwaes enable mi to understand ppl betta...provide a glimpse into their perspective...and in a way...allow me to know them betta... therefore...shall we talk?
oh...and on my daily commutes to work..i've realized something... guys and gals do have diff standing posture on the mrt... for guys...when they are leaning against something...they tends to lean oni with the top part of the back and keeping their lower body away from the walls.. thereby thrusting their lower body forward slightly....for gals... they lean with the whole back on the wall.... with their butt touching the wall too.... i wonder if there's ani reasons for tt...if u're bored and have no seats on the train...u all can try observing the standing posture of ppl too....
on a side note..i watch 881 le... itz a interesting show...and with lotsa hokkien songs... but it seems to mi tt the hokkien songs melody are all similar with juz a change of words... and the lyrics often involved moms, jails, repentance, and melancholia... mabbe hokkiens are more pessimistic i guess..but compare to hairspray... i like hairspray more... for it simply is juz a happier show...