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Sunday, September 30, 2007
another week...

this week has been a rather hectic one... work's the usual... nothing much...but getting the hang of it....so it's getting easier n easier...
but at least this week has been a fruitful week...i get to meet up with so many frens that i din see for a long time for meals...
met ck for lunch, met angela n siqi for dinner...met esther n zhiyong for lunch...met up the s81 folks for steamboat...met up with yp for dinner n movie... went to villa bali again with the hall ppl...ahaha... and da jie likes the place too...ahaha... i forsee it'll be one of my regular hang out spots liao...

"when life becomes a routine... you dun even have to think..."

11:35 PM


0 sailed with me
Thursday, September 27, 2007
8.15

yest was mid autumn.... met up with siqi n angela for dinner...went for a dinner at soup restaurant... aha... and like always...i'm late! all because of work la! haha... but oh well...dinner was good...food was good...and the gals gotten mi a box of donuts from donuts factory lor! duno how long they queue man...so thankful! first time i ate from donut factory... ahaa... and i bought some super rich n yummy durian puffs for my mom... frickin nice durian puff lor..ahhaa...big fans of durian...plz go try...it's realli not bad wor!


i look like an uncle in the pic la! damn!

月圆人团圆...
月饼圆又圆...
饼如月亮圆...
多吃脸圆圆...

"we dun walk the path of life alone...at least not anymore..."

12:14 AM


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Tuesday, September 25, 2007
7 daes in a week

there are 7 daes in a week... 4 weeks in a month... and 12 months in a year...

"take me away..."

12:00 AM


0 sailed with me
Monday, September 24, 2007
if...

If a picture paints a thousand words,
Then why can't I paint you?
The words will never show the you I've come to know.
If a face could launch a thousand ships,
Then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you,
You're all that's left me too.
And when my love for life is running dry,
You come and pour yourself on me.

If a man could be two places at one time,
I'd be with you.
Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way.
If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die,
I'd spend the end with you.
And when the world was through,
Then one by one the stars would all go out,
Then you and I would simply fly away

"every experience makes up life... every rites makes up the passage..."

12:29 AM


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Saturday, September 22, 2007
the danger of reliance...

i realized that reliance is a very dangerous thing... when we are used relying on things or people... we will have a greater tendency to feel lost or worried without it... for example... reliance on computer... whenever the computer spoil or cock up... we become disable... we can't do work..we can't socialize (thru msn)... and we start to feel bored...feel empty... likewise... relying on ppl does have the same effect... relying on parents...relying on bf/gf... all these will end up in us feeling lost whenever we are without them... i guess... relying on ownself is still the safest bet...

sometimes... being self reliant too is a tiring thing... and often...we all wanted a chance to be able to unload our own burden... and just stand there waiting for ppl to pick us up in life and push us along... but... i rather depend on myself....

went villa bali with kai, feng, elton n akuma yest... had a rather good time chilling out and babe watching... and i saw ezann lee! she pretty wor... haha... too bad there's a guy with her...oh well...ahhaa...

and keith married today...went for his church wedding todae... congrats to keith! and i broke my 99 point curse in bowling todae...and damn...almost hit my turkey... but thanks to gerald n weiyeh for coaching.. haha...

"u only have 1 chance to find the correct one... dun too chin chai..."

7:56 PM


0 sailed with me
Thursday, September 20, 2007
PSPSPSPSPSPSPSPSPS!

i just feel irritated...and i want a PSP!

roar~

"leave your past life behind...embrace death instead..."

12:33 AM


0 sailed with me
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
害怕

我突然觉得有点怕
爱跟生活的一切
你以为我知道怎么拆开
我们的想法落差
*我的爱
是说停不能停
已经弄的不能说是曾经
也可说出我是错的
爱未曾变成真的
也没藏到多少你需要的爱
我不再
去执拙我是谁
我是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信是爱情
左右你我
而哭泣都是因为爱
也逼自己不掉泪
让往日不只是有你
这网里我也撑着
拼了命的守着

"the fear for the unknown is always the thing that tempt u most..."

12:32 AM


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Sunday, September 16, 2007
nite cycling 2007

had nite cycling the other nite.... it's like the 3rd nite cycling for me..and i believe it'll be the last le.... i'm getting way too old for it... butt was sore...body was aching like mad when i eventually reached east coast park... but it was still fun.... i love catching up with frens... especially when u're cycling down the endless stretch of road... and being in my own world with my own music in the depths of the nite... simply enjoying the music n the cool breeze of the nite... though it was a tiring trip..i'm still glad i'm went down for it...



zz, jas and me...all acting cute...


some for the guys...


and some of the gals...


zz, me and danny at a rest point not lookin veri happy...



fave pic of the nite.... caught in midair!

"to proved you have lived...and to prove you have loved..."

11:05 AM


0 sailed with me
Saturday, September 15, 2007
song from bleach movie...

"I want you to love me, but I dont think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love

Do you love me or not?
I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know!
No matter how badly I desire to be with you
There are many unchangeable things in this world
and my love for you
can't be stopped by anyone

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you
I have to let you know
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
Putting these feelings into words is so scary
but I'll say "I love you" to the one I love

The happiness we chance upon in our lives can't be expressed in words
That's why we can only smile
Why we sing "do re mi" among the vivid autumn colors
With winter at our backs, and the spring sunbeams peeking through the leaves
as to protect someone who's just been reborn

As I looked at the road I'd traveled and the path ahead,
my eyes were filled with cowardice
I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me
and live the rest of my days alone
That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you
I have to let you know
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
Even if my feelings aren't returned, I can say "I love you" to the one I love
And that's the most beautiful thing in the world

"sometimes, all we seek is proof that we have lived..."

8:55 PM


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Thursday, September 13, 2007
summary

work work work... tt's life now...

in short...OT OT OT...

tml KTV
fri nite cycling
woot!

i felt my first earthquake todae...god bless the victims..

"for all that've been done.. i wish you all the best..."

12:00 AM


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Sunday, September 09, 2007
you are who you are...

ppl seems to be having identity crisis nowadaes... or perhaps...mabbe that's not the right word to use...but perhaps... it's more of ppl becoming more conscious of how others see them... especially for those who are in the diff stages of relationships... somehow, it's kinda affecting the self esteem of ppl.... i guess itz because u care abt how the other parties see u...tt's why wat they sae gets u down... and hurts u more...

ppl can sae u are a quitter... you are fat...you are unfeminine... you are inmature... you are this n that... i know it hurts to hear all this coming from the person u care abt... but do note in mind... there are alwaes ppl that dun care all these faults abt u... and ppl who accept u for who u are... and i guess u can call these ppl "friends"...

and seriously... you are yourself... u dun have to live ur life according to how other see u... live it to ur fullest n make urself happy... all the hurtful words are just there to make urself feel bad...if u dun care abt it...all those words juz become rubbish and crap that's simply meaningless...

to everyone....live free.... be happy... peace out...

还记得吗
窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你还记得吗
是爱让彼此把夜点亮
为何后来我们用沉默取代依赖
曾经朗朗星空
渐渐阴霾

心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上
最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上
最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀?
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神

如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

something meaningful to watch...see if u can understand...



"if life is a disease we eventually die from...there's nothing else to be unhappy abt..."

11:15 PM


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growing up...

i think i am getting old...or mabbe the 2 weeks of work has aged me so much...todae i just had a pri sch gathering...i saw frens i nvr realli see after 15 yrs... and realli...it's good to be catching up....just having a nice meal, and some coffee...with my teacher.... it's realli realli nice to talk abt the good old days... the daes of fun we had in pri sch... and sharing the same jokes after 15 yrs still generate a good laugh... thanks to alwin for organising...and ms lim, weijian, dechuan, chunda, ruxin for turning up...

but as i was walking home after the gathering.... i came to a realization... the things we talk abt were actually quite "old"...or rather...mature... we talked abt the education systems...abt management..abt some politics and sciences...and even the nurturing of children in current times.... it's actualli a veri enriching sharing session that opens my myopic views on certain issues... perhaps hanging out with a "real" teacher actualli helps...every session is often a enriching one... just like how ms lim had taught us in pri 3 and 4... she still gives us lessons on life.... mabbe itz the composition of ppl who turned up todae.... ppl who had realli seen the world... i've realised that we all shared similar views on stuffz... and tt's a interesting perspective... but yeah...i seriously like such gatherings...

haizz... i think i'm getting old... all my happiest times were like spent talking... juz like on the bash on fri... the dancing, the drinking everything kinda lost its fun on me... i rather much be sitting by the roadside talking to frens... or simply at a table talking abt life over a cup of drink... i realli think it's a sign of growing up....sigh....

"frens are like good wine...they become better with age..."

1:11 AM


0 sailed with me
Thursday, September 06, 2007
sunshine...

there's alwaes sunshine after the rain...
dark clouds will disperse...and everything's well again...



"for glory gives herself only to those who have alwaes dreamed of her..."

12:03 AM


0 sailed with me
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
...

不知从几时起...总是我对别人说"没关系...事情总有解决的方法..."
总是在鼓励别人, 劝别人别放弃, 听别人的烦恼...

但是...我有话说时, 又有谁在听...
我累了时候..是否有个地方歇息...

家...是个非常好的港口...它包庇着我的一切...一切喜与悲...
累的时候...我渴望一顿温暖的晚餐...一碗热腾腾的汤...
也很感激母亲的尽心尽力... 替我准备一切...

<疯了>
已经沉默了好久好久,已经静得我忘了如何要求。
寂寞让人沾上了无法丢,你给的爱却始终无法保留。
已经被冷落了好久好久,已经让我忘了曾经与你爱过。
你给的寂寞让我无法丢,你的爱告诉我如何收留。
疯了,想你想得疯了。忘了如何再让自己快乐,
忘了从今以后要如何、如何。
疯了,想你想得疯了。想得我忘了如何再快乐,
想得我忘了今后要如何、如何。

"我的天空也许是有点灰..只因没风吹走那乌云..."


10:37 PM


0 sailed with me
Monday, September 03, 2007
how do u define your life...

mmm...juz realise my blog actualli past 1000 views...congrats...and lucky mi.. there's no one to claim the 1000 visitor's prize..hurrah! muz be too cheapo le...ahhaa...
yeahz....weekends' gonna be over... fast...and once again..itz back to the routine monday..all the way til fri... at least todae managed to go grab a new pair of working shoes... in the short 1 hr... blew $180 bucks on a belt n shoes... this is why i dun like to shop alone..money spent too fast...
oh well...let's face the new week with a smile :)


执着-- 对事物的坚持
体谅-- 对别人的宽容
容忍-- 对不爽的无耐
快乐-- 对自己的放纵
心碎-- 对最爱的失望
沉默-- 对伤心的遗忘
离开-- 对你最大的爱

<<没有人>>

我问你最近认识什么人
你的沉默已经比你先承认
没有 你对我说没有人
我陪你开车兜圈昏沉沉
你的拥抱说著你不诚恳
没有 你对我说没有人
你为他失了魂
你为他从早到晚等著电话
等著没有人 你曾经对我说
这世界上没有人会像我为你
被风吹不冷 哦 没有人
你车上开始出现你我从来不爱听的歌
你曾经对我说
这世界上没有人会带走一点你对我的真
待我问候没有人

"i'm thankful for waking up everyday... for i know i'm still alive..."

12:13 AM


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Sunday, September 02, 2007
poetry in motion...

may the world be a happier place....
may you find your saving grace....
may my friends who go thru pain....
soon see the sunshine after the rain...

mabbe even after letting go...
u'll find the world ain't that cold...
happiness comes, no matter when...
we'll walk together to the end....

街灯绊住我眼前
下一步
拉长的影子
嘲弄的回顾
电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我会是如何入睡
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹
说故事也要像是真的
可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句
一句话掉一滴泪
看来今晚的我很难入睡

"we all falls...but wat matters is we pick ourselves up..."

3:35 AM


0 sailed with me
Saturday, September 01, 2007
881...huat ar!

communication i believe...is one of the more important things in a relationship... be it frens, lovers, families... it's just incomplete without communication... if ppl are unwilling to communicate and tell how they feel...how they do things etc...it's gonna lead to misunderstanding inevitably... i like talking....i like sharing my life...to a certain extent... but talking alwaes enable mi to understand ppl betta...provide a glimpse into their perspective...and in a way...allow me to know them betta... therefore...shall we talk?

oh...and on my daily commutes to work..i've realized something... guys and gals do have diff standing posture on the mrt... for guys...when they are leaning against something...they tends to lean oni with the top part of the back and keeping their lower body away from the walls.. thereby thrusting their lower body forward slightly....for gals... they lean with the whole back on the wall.... with their butt touching the wall too.... i wonder if there's ani reasons for tt...if u're bored and have no seats on the train...u all can try observing the standing posture of ppl too....

on a side note..i watch 881 le... itz a interesting show...and with lotsa hokkien songs... but it seems to mi tt the hokkien songs melody are all similar with juz a change of words... and the lyrics often involved moms, jails, repentance, and melancholia... mabbe hokkiens are more pessimistic i guess..but compare to hairspray... i like hairspray more... for it simply is juz a happier show...


习惯被拒绝的人会先拒绝
这一次至少是我先说离别
有一些痛楚看不见泪水
有一种防卫叫做我无所谓
要让你快乐原是我的心愿
可是你从不在意我的伤悲
丢给我一些喜悦的碎屑
却带走我一切

"things go wrong for a reason...look at urself first before u start pointing fingers..."

12:27 PM


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