finalized plan is as follow:

730pm wed (30/04) meet Raffles Place MRt:
destination : stingray pork chop rice place

10pm onwards: obar til close

interested participant plz meet at the places above at the timing stipulated...
seeya...

"there's a first time for everything...but not screwing up..."

as ppl grow older...they tends to look back into their past...and thus this leads to the older generation often talking abt the good o' days... i'm no exception to this... i like looking back at my own life.. i love chewing on the bitter things that happened and cursed myself for letting such things happened... i love thinking abt the good frens i had(note: it's had) and think why did i ever let them go... but nonetheless, there are of course fond memories... and ppl whom i'm fond of.. it's all there as far as i can still rmbr...

i love the times in blgps... the days of badminton training with the team... the playing of catching in the multi-storey carpark and "xiao tian di"... the "ji gu ba", the hopscotch, the 1 leg catching... the fishball gang that sits at the 3rd row of tables in canteen everyday.. ms lim and ms lee who were my form teacher in pri 3 to 6... the whole bunch of frens that make my pri sch life great... thanks..

i rather like my classes in tchs... the folks in 3 and 4'o'... my npcc ppl who suffered thru every hell with me.... the chatek session, the tennis soccer just rite beside the classroom... those are the days that i realli enjoyed myself... and for that... thanks...

jc days was great... 2 yrs in a sch with good uniform... with great looking ppl and great frens...tt's where i met some of my closer frens too... i miss the folks from s25... my civics class s81... and ppl whom i spent a very short but great 2 yrs with.... thanks...

army has its ups and down... the ups of course are the canteen breaks, the bridge/dai dee gaming sessions, NE show (it was great seeing little kids enjoyed themselves on a n-day preview).... the ROC trip... and of course the folks from 40sar and SOA... we went thru hell and survive...and i know i'll be seeing some of you again veri soon in july...

uni life was the bestest among all... i met some great frens in NBS... though the main bulk were the folks from hall... u know who you all are ba... hall life brought us closer thru the mad birthday celebration which sometimes are realli insane fun... the activities we joined...from cheerleading, darts to FAP and even organising the whole FOC camp... it was hard work for each..but we all made it thru together... life will never be the same without u all....and for that... thanks...

i know life has it's own unique way of turning all the gears together and i'm real glad that my gears are joined with all of you in this journey... and i know it's a eventual thing that we'll all grow old and drift apart and my face will just be another unknown name in the countless of photos that all of us have... i'll be thankful just to be in the same picture with all of you...

"where everyone is more than a face... it's a memory etched in time..."

okiez...as a revision to my presents list... i shall add 1 more item...

11. hand-made bdae cards...

ahah...so now tt this is in the list...u will not be able to siam giving present liao ar..ahaha...

and ya...it was a boring sat... bahh....and i forsee a boring sunday ahead...yawnz

"you are only well hung when it's tucked into your socks..."

yeahz...i know...my bdae ard the corner... and many ppl have been asking mi that all impt question...nono...it's not where i gonna celebrate...that is impt too...but wat do i want for presents... (ok....no one ask me tt...itz juz me who wanna extorts presents out of ppl...) and u know..being a taurus makes mi more inclined towards practical present...of course nice/expensive one that are impractical i wunt mind too la... hahaa... so yeah...here's the list for this yr...i know...i end up fulfilling most of the stuffz myself...

1. HGUC Nu Gundam Rx-93 (1/144 scale)
this ain't available in Singapore yet...ahahah... so i guess it's out...

2. Nice long sleeve shirts for work (size 14.5 to 15) preferably cuff-links type...

3. a pair of loafers

4. cuff links..

5. wallet without coin pouch

6. a pair of asics running shoes
bought liao...

7. that damn 70" Sony LCD tv in Citylink

8. Sanguo SD gundam series models
i have Guanyu, Liu Bei, Zhang Fei, Cao Cao...lacking Lu Bu, Sun Quan, Sima Yi etc etc...

9. nice pair of dress down pants/berms (waist 33)

10. a nice time with all my darling frens...


okiez... and for the next impt question on where to go next wed... it'll be O bar ba... meet ard 10 there... and i wunt bother doing manual invite... ppl who are interested juz come down then ba... hope that u'll be welcome...it'll be more of a get together for those who gonna grads...it'll be my turn to cheers u all for graduating and celebrate examz over with u all!
so...see all of u who can make it down next wed at o bar!

"in life...we let things be... in my life...i make things be..."

i guess life has it's ways of inflicting pain on ppl... just as something good happened, there must be something bad that always keeps u firmly on the ground.. life is not always a bed of roses...or mabbe it is...for it is often thorny... you prick yourself, you bleed and yet you still reach for the rose... i guess blood is wat make the rose pretty...esp those blood red roses...

pretty down weekend...glad that it's over...though it's filled with activities... but somehow bowling, going out shopping, buying a new pair of running shoes just dun beat the news that a kin is hospitalised... it's hard to see the relieve in someone when you know tt relief is juz a facade... and you are forced to keep up with that facade... tt's the worst thing...
and i guess...ignorance is realli a bliss ba... blissful to those in the dark...a heart wrenching pain to those who knew...

and i realised that the downside to staying at home is that crying has become inconvenient... unlike in hall...locked the damn door and u can jolly well cry yourself to death... ahh... i missed those days...

anyway... gotta move on and not dwell on stuffz... weekdays is for work purposes...all other unrelated brain functions/emotions have to be kept shut and not let out...
**close door firmly and locked it**

"i'll be okiez...for i know that there are ppl who cares more than i do..."

if curing cancer means turning the world into a mass of seething, swarming zombies... i rather we have the zombies den the cancer... damn the cancer...

i hate waking on a sunday to the incessant ringing of the phone...

i hate waking on a sunday morning to the excessive loud wedding music at the void deck in languages i cannot understand...

i hate waking on a sunday morning to the loud blaring of the horns and revving of the engines celebrating the wedding going on at the void deck

i hate waking on a sunday morning to know that someone is in hospital

i hate waking on a sunday morning and knowing that it's gonna be a working monday the next damn day...

"there are things that dun go our way... there are things that just escape our ways..."

been catching lotsa whose line is it anyway...if u are into improv...this is the show to watch...and it's 2am on a thurs nite...way past my bedtime..but am waiting for my last bit of whose line is it anyway to load... i juz loved wayne brady and his singing...
and..ya..thanks to pui for giving mi the link to this! hahaa...

and now...back to the show...

new song in training...

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情

yes...this is gonna be rather pic intensive post...all these fotos are taken with my digital SLR...and yes..i'm a noob at using SLR... tt explains for the noobish effects...but still.. it ain't tt bad ba... haha...

previously, i guess u all saw one or 2 pics abt the white strike freedom i posted before...and now...it's time to show off my very own WSF... after 2,3 mths of weekends burn on this... and this is the results... with a collection of some of my betta made gundams...

and yes...i'm a gundam freak...boooya~


Guan Yu Gundam (SD)


Nu Gundam (SD)


Crossbone Gundam (MG)
this gundam is my last yr birthday present lor! hahaa..thanks to the 44 folks!


WSF in 70% completion


Check out my matching pipes...


close up of WSF...


in full glory...


Close up yet again...

"we cultivate habits, but passions burns deep inside...and obsession drives u onwards"

been a busy week...decided to took the extra day off on mon to slp in...and perhaps do some modelling...
been feeling veri out of touch with frens too.... they have been busy..i've been busier(less weekends)... working 12 hrs a day sux too... weekends are spent hiding at home..occasional meetups with colleagues... thank goodness they are still ard...
ntu ppl...u all examz faster finish ya... i'm frickin duper bored...i wanna club too!

"it's too late to apologize... "

you are on a holiday... you want to go see a waterfall...but there are 2 routes in front of you leading to 2 different waterfalls... route one is filled with brambles and bushes, and the path is cluttered with rocks... the way is long but the waterfall is supposedly to be the most majestic one in the area... just beside there is another path..shorter, and well-used... the sights along the way are pretty good too...just that the waterfall over there is less majestic...

which route would you choose...

"there are a million things that we want... but there's is only 1 thing tt we need..."

pride is the one thing that you are proud to declare...

to me...my pride is i've never dui bu qi to my frens in my life....

"i live my life the way i know how... "

sometimes i think the desire to perform and excel is wat eventually cause a person to break down...
itz not the surrounding factor...but itz juz all in the person mind...
been feeling overwhelmed by work...volumes are increasing... workload increasing...and the pressure is on us to handle these... i guess tt's the good point of hiring executives... no OT pay...and yet they will be willing to work 12, 14 hrs a day to clear work... in the long run itz definitely cheaper than hiring ppl who needs to be paid OT pay...

and i realised beer is a pretty relaxing drink...after work...reach home shower liao plonk myself in front of my laptop/tv with a can of beer...slowly savoring the bitterness of it and letting the alcohol sink into yourself...you'll feel yourself relax and slowly...all the work problems seems to ease away...escapist..yes...unhealthy...double yes... but effective..HELL YEAH!

"i read a note my grandma wrote, back in 1923...and boy does her english sux..."

midweek...mood getting lower...dunno why oso... juz feeling lethargic and tired...workload increasing... implying pay/effort is lower... sianz... i need more motivation...last time got fri nite movies to look forward...now oni left to watch survivor at home...bah... this sux...

"lemme drift away... and rest in eternal peace..."

Krav
26 years of sailing
Nocturnal and alcoholic
Small eyes, wrong perceptions
Taurus monkey man

Kravings, Otaku, Hermit
Anecdotal, metaphorical, illogical
Never trusting, suspecting
Gundams-lover
Yearning, loathing
U and only u

Living freely,
Ostentatious, Obnoxious,
Venturing, learning
Enduring storms
Sailing the high seas,

Yours truly
Only,
Undyingly










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