itz the holidaes....my brain is on holidaes...tt explains for the lack of entries...i'm gonna go on a holiday....my eyes are on holidae...tt's why they are alwaes closed... the oni things that's gonna work overtime are my laptop....the ps2 in my room... and the tv....

holidae plans:
1. eat
2. games
3. darts
4. tv
5. sleep
6. back to 1.

time for 4. and 5.

"the things you say you do will normally be the things you never end up doing..."

habits are very facinating things...it dictates the way how we as human behave in our everyday life...for example, how we bathe, how we make our bed, and even how we fold the toilet paper are dictated by habits... at least for me ba...my life revolve ard habit...
first thing i wake up will be to on my laptop, go brush teeth, wash face, den come back n check email, login msn...every morning will be a routine...habits are a result of stability seeking behavior i think...at least to me ba... hmmm...holidae has come...perhaps it's time to do something different....

A very nice Jap rock song by Gackt....ending song for dirge of cerberus...damn cool! lyrics translated to english...nice meaning to it too...juz cant resist posting it up...

Redemption by Gackt (english translated)

Your form which returns gently to heaven
What else can I do, besides avenge you?
I watched it for the longest time, until my tears dried up.

And the sorrow overflowing from the scar which can't be erased,
I swore that I would never forget it.

I'll flap my broken wings and erase it all some day, you'll see,
Until the last bell ringing the dirge completes.

You told me to live as if you were to die tomorrow.
Fail not and be what we were now
Face as if we want to have forever

Bright red tears traced by a trembling finger,
I had nothing to lose, nothing to lose
It crashes through the dark memories.

The last smile wavered, and disappears,
And the warmth is all that's left.

Your kind and gentle words can't heal me now,
This body's only dedicated to the never ending fight.

Because everyone returns to heaven, some day,
You'll never need to say goodbye.

Break out!

I'll flap my broken wings and erase it all some day, you'll see,
Until the last bell ringing the dirge completes.

Your kind and gentle words can't heal me now,
This body's only dedicated to the never ending fight.

REDEMPTION...REDEMPTION...

first paper was todae..the one and only core... can sae tt this the paper that i realli put in quite a fair bit of effort out of the 3 yrs in NTU... however...results shuld be the same i guess...disappointing... ah well...things can't alwaes be our way...as wat tunie, it maks life in ntu more interesting... haa...abit ah-Q way of seeing things but not a bad perspective too ba..haha.... went out to watch casino royale after the papers too...had a nice KFC lunch and a movie to compensate for the lousy feeling of examz... not too bad.. as in movie was not too bad...decent action sequence, though not so hot bond girls but the show was peppered with witty dialogues....nice show overall ba...

somehow, bond's ability to spot things impressed mi alot...can alwaes find the suspect in a huge crowd, chaos oso like nothing to him...how cool is that... in life...if pple can realli do that, how nice would it be eh... alot of times, ppl oni see the things that are in front of them.. however, things that are beside or behind them, they could never see it...izzit so much effort to sometimes just turn around and see wat's beside you?? mabbe that's the reason why ppl sae "旁观者清", ie: outsiders can see the picture clearer...
i am guilty of such things too ba...alwaes trying to look forward to things... but failing to see others... eyes small see limited stuffz i guess... perhaps tt explains a over reliance on frens to watch my back... failure to spot the ppl that are beside me, behind me has alwaes been a failure...esp when someone behind u is alwaes pushing u from the back without u seeing them... it's easy to take them for granted...
treasure ur family, treasure ur frens, and treasure the things that last eternity...

"when i couldn't see you walking beside me....remind me..."

argh~~~ going mad...going mad...going MAD~~~ ARGH!!!!

"...."

exams round the corner...in fact...oni in 3 more days...kinda feeling unsettled...trying to work hard.... but i think i say more than i do..haizz...even though i realli tried...but somehow...juz can't settle down into the mood to work hard...oh man oh man....close book exam sux... open book exams oso sux...ah man...exam sux... and i'm sure there'll be at least a million other souls who will agree with me...haizz.. ah well..after this exam...left one more for next sem...dne no more examz...at least for a while til i start studying again...haha...

to everyone who gonna have paper before me...good luck... to me...bless mi with good luck....ah...can't wait for examz to be over....oh..the great outdoors~

"live a life worth living, dun live for the sake of life...."

couple of daes no blog...no mood too..bleahz...examz sux!

"..."

been sick the past few daes...damn...alternating between sore throat and cough...plus the occasion runny nose...damn...this is irritating..i hate it when my throat gets sick... can't eat...take away eating...n i'm deprived of my greatest pleasure....argh...

todae juz bought a new wallet though...time for a change..the old one getting too smelly liaoz...even i can't take it...hahhaha...duno how mani ppl complain my wallet stinks liao lor..haha...ah well...new wallet shuld be good!!! hahaa....

ah well....examz examz coming...sianz ar!! everyone work hard ba!!

"when all I have are dreams... when everything i have are just dreams..."

argh...2 losses in one nite...bleahz..suxx.....argh....

"no quotes = pissfulness..."

Krav
26 years of sailing
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Small eyes, wrong perceptions
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Kravings, Otaku, Hermit
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