i'm thankful for my mom...who alwaes heat up the dishes after a hard day of work... who washes up after i eat...who cuts fruit for me...who always keep an eye on me... thanks!
songs that have been running thru my head...
I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said :
"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."
I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears
"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."
What a wonderful world
I see trees of green........ red roses too
I see em bloom..... for me and for you
And I think to myself.... what a wonderful world.
I see skies of blue..... clouds of white
Bright blessed days....dark sacred nights
And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world.
The colors of a rainbow.....so pretty ..in the sky
Are also on the faces.....of people ..going by
I see friends shaking hands.....sayin.. how do you do
Theyre really sayin......i love you.
I hear babies cry...... I watch them grow
Theyll learn much more.....than Ill never know
And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world
The colors of a rainbow.....so pretty ..in the sky
Are there on the faces.....of people ..going by
I see friends shaking hands.....sayin.. how do you do
Theyre really sayin...*spoken*(I ....love....you).
I hear babies cry...... I watch them grow
*spoken*(you know their gonna learn
A whole lot more than Ill never know)
And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world
Yes I think to myself .......what a wonderful world.
"motivation and drive are 2 different things.. one motivates...one drives.."
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
11:36 PM
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met up with the gals from hall to celebrate my conversion to a perm position... went to nihon mura at some sports stadium in the west side... decided to have buffet to feast on the shitake mushrooms, the bacon wrapped golden mushrooms and of course sashimi... but then..ended up no more buffet on weekends..damn.. food was kinda disappointing... but still had a fun time crapping...
at least i know wat is "bai-dai" after a education session from da-jie and jasmine... and wat's a FCB... we tried to take a foto with the "feng sao" girls throwing themselves on the "da lao ban"...and this is the product...
first take - NG: ly and mi cannot stop laughing...
take 2 - failed: cw too buddy, not feng-sao enuf...
take 3 - success(or not): but no idea why the tea cups were there...
final take : cost of taking foto with 4 pretty gals... LOL...
and soon..it'll be the guys turn after examz....for now...guys and gals still struggling with examz...perservere...soon u'll start hating the working world...for now..suffer with books abit more!
"it's not hard to study... it's the studying that's hard..."
at least i know wat is "bai-dai" after a education session from da-jie and jasmine... and wat's a FCB... we tried to take a foto with the "feng sao" girls throwing themselves on the "da lao ban"...and this is the product...
first take - NG: ly and mi cannot stop laughing...
take 2 - failed: cw too buddy, not feng-sao enuf...
take 3 - success(or not): but no idea why the tea cups were there...
final take : cost of taking foto with 4 pretty gals... LOL...
and soon..it'll be the guys turn after examz....for now...guys and gals still struggling with examz...perservere...soon u'll start hating the working world...for now..suffer with books abit more!
"it's not hard to study... it's the studying that's hard..."
12:52 AM
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Monday, October 29, 2007
HR called... and quote me a pay i was happily satisfied with... and just nice new year approaching...i guess it's time for some wardrobe revamp... but first... i guess it gotta start from a watch...ahaha... seeing ppl buy watches make mi feel like buying one too...lol... i need opinions...
i'm quite attracted to the white face one though...lol...
"it's easy to be contented... just think about wat u have and others dun, rather than wat others have and u dun..."
i'm quite attracted to the white face one though...lol...
"it's easy to be contented... just think about wat u have and others dun, rather than wat others have and u dun..."
11:19 PM
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Saturday, October 27, 2007
i guess trust is actually a rather fleeting thing... sometimes u trust someone...but sometimes u just dun... likewise with other ppl..sometimes you are trusted...and sometimes you dun... but how u earn tt trust matter... although i dun realli believe in trusting anybody 100%... for i believe... when u trust a certain someone... u are also trusting the ppl they trust in... so how does tt makes it possible for anyone to trust anyone?? i wonder...
"believe and it'll be true..."
"believe and it'll be true..."
12:30 PM
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007
it came juz so unexpectedly... the mgr suddenly approach mi and ask if i have time for interview...and voila~ conversion ! guess i betta wait til i sign the contract first before i count my chickens before they hatch.... but my horoscope damn zhun..career break thru indeed..!
"booya!"
"booya!"
10:36 PM
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Monday, October 22, 2007
Here without you
A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I've saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face
I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me
The miles just keep rollin
as the people either way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go
I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me
Everything I know,
and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love
I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me
Here By Me
I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you
The things I thought you’d never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you…
And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
I can’t take another day without you
‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong
Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love…
And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you’re not here
Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love
And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
"always here...."
A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I've saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face
I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me
The miles just keep rollin
as the people either way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go
I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me
Everything I know,
and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love
I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me
Here By Me
I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you
The things I thought you’d never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you…
And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
I can’t take another day without you
‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong
Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love…
And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you’re not here
Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love
And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
"always here...."
11:22 PM
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Sunday, October 21, 2007
been MIA for 1 week... busy with work...busy with my PSP...lazy to come online and spend 5 min typing into this space... methink my updates will be less frequent than ever liao... but mmm... short updates....
mon to fri:
got news that i'm moving on to a new dept...gotta start from scratch...aka the work i put in for the past 2 mths will go to naught... or rather...become the foundation of wat i'm gonna be doing....bad news is that i'm still a contract...and i might still be a contract for another 2 mth... that sux... but at least there's hope that i might be able to get a permanent position in jan...i pray... was feeling sore that i still gotta be contract...but i guess being a contract still beats being jobless... endure endure endure... so says everyone...
oh...a shoutout to steph n siqi: happy birthday! now u all 21 yrs old lioa...finalli got license to watch RA liao...
met up with chunyan n ah boon... had a good dinner at shin kushiya... not veri fantastic except for the price which blew one hole in my pocket again... but it was nice catching up with one of the few sch frens tt i made in my 3 yrs in NBS... and congrats to chunyan who's going to ROM liao... gong xi gong xi ar! must invite mi to dinner in a few yrs time okiez...
sat:
slack the day...den went to min2 house for bbq...place was impressive...damn big condo...machiam a estate by itself...i wanna have one of these when i'm 36 too!
sun:
slack the whole day n nite... gonna slack somemore before the clock turns monday...and tt's when my weekend fairy tale end and i turn back into a working kia struggling to survive in the shenton crowd...
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wat's the definition of fren?
someone who's there in terms of need?
someone who you hang out with?
someone who knows you name and thought they know you?
someone who u take out and wave it around when you are bored, and stashed away out of sight when you are busy?
"we share the same skies...and yet we are miles apart..."
mon to fri:
got news that i'm moving on to a new dept...gotta start from scratch...aka the work i put in for the past 2 mths will go to naught... or rather...become the foundation of wat i'm gonna be doing....bad news is that i'm still a contract...and i might still be a contract for another 2 mth... that sux... but at least there's hope that i might be able to get a permanent position in jan...i pray... was feeling sore that i still gotta be contract...but i guess being a contract still beats being jobless... endure endure endure... so says everyone...
oh...a shoutout to steph n siqi: happy birthday! now u all 21 yrs old lioa...finalli got license to watch RA liao...
met up with chunyan n ah boon... had a good dinner at shin kushiya... not veri fantastic except for the price which blew one hole in my pocket again... but it was nice catching up with one of the few sch frens tt i made in my 3 yrs in NBS... and congrats to chunyan who's going to ROM liao... gong xi gong xi ar! must invite mi to dinner in a few yrs time okiez...
sat:
slack the day...den went to min2 house for bbq...place was impressive...damn big condo...machiam a estate by itself...i wanna have one of these when i'm 36 too!
sun:
slack the whole day n nite... gonna slack somemore before the clock turns monday...and tt's when my weekend fairy tale end and i turn back into a working kia struggling to survive in the shenton crowd...
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wat's the definition of fren?
someone who's there in terms of need?
someone who you hang out with?
someone who knows you name and thought they know you?
someone who u take out and wave it around when you are bored, and stashed away out of sight when you are busy?
"we share the same skies...and yet we are miles apart..."
10:54 PM
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Monday, October 15, 2007
congrats..once again it's the monday blues... and feeling veri blue...even though itz now after work... kinda disillusioned... perhaps i'm just not good enuf...
seriously...i hate doubting myself... a occasional slip up here and there is enuf to kill...mabbe i need a change of environment...where a slip would just result in myself getting killed and no other impact...
"when the world has forgot about you... who do you remember..."
seriously...i hate doubting myself... a occasional slip up here and there is enuf to kill...mabbe i need a change of environment...where a slip would just result in myself getting killed and no other impact...
"when the world has forgot about you... who do you remember..."
8:46 PM
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Friday, October 12, 2007
10 things i like in the morning....
1. breathe the fresh morning air
2. nice hot shower
3. dressing up nicely for work
4. finding a seat on the MRT
5. having my power nap on the MRT
6. finding eye candies on the train to work
7. drinking warm soya bean from Jollibean
8. reaching work on time
9. having nothing to do at work during the morning
10. DON'T NEED TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING
10 things i hate in the morning...
1. crowded bus and trains
2. hearing "the train on platform B is not for passenger service. Please do not board." (if it ain't for passenger service, why the heck does it comes into the station during a peak period)
3. OLs rushing for seats
4. old ppl trying to cough their liver out to hint ppl to give up seats
5. fat ppl seating beside me and squeeze me
6. sleeping bangla with drooping head that lies on my shoulder.
7. 2 sleeping banglas with drooping heads that lie on my shoulder.
8. oversleeping my station
9. long queue at Jollibean
10. i hate weekday morning.
"we slowly fade away, but only people who cares will miss our existence..."
1. breathe the fresh morning air
2. nice hot shower
3. dressing up nicely for work
4. finding a seat on the MRT
5. having my power nap on the MRT
6. finding eye candies on the train to work
7. drinking warm soya bean from Jollibean
8. reaching work on time
9. having nothing to do at work during the morning
10. DON'T NEED TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING
10 things i hate in the morning...
1. crowded bus and trains
2. hearing "the train on platform B is not for passenger service. Please do not board." (if it ain't for passenger service, why the heck does it comes into the station during a peak period)
3. OLs rushing for seats
4. old ppl trying to cough their liver out to hint ppl to give up seats
5. fat ppl seating beside me and squeeze me
6. sleeping bangla with drooping head that lies on my shoulder.
7. 2 sleeping banglas with drooping heads that lie on my shoulder.
8. oversleeping my station
9. long queue at Jollibean
10. i hate weekday morning.
"we slowly fade away, but only people who cares will miss our existence..."
12:24 AM
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Sunday, October 07, 2007
din realli online much this few daes...been sick...and busy with other stuffz...but in short...
"To Where You Are" - Josh Groban
Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear
Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above
Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are
Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen
As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
'Cause you are my
Forever love
Watching me from up above
And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave
Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are
I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are
Take Me Away - Lifehouse
this time what I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
this time you burn me with your eyes
you see past all the lies
you take it all away
I've seen it all
and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
I try to make my way to you
but still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do
I've seen it all
and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
don't give up on me yet
don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
but don't let
me stay here alone
this time what I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
I've seen enough and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
When I Fall in Love - Nat King Cole
When I fall in love
It will be forever
Or I'll never fall in love
In a restless world
Like this is
Love is ended before it's begun
And too many
Moonlight kisses
Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun
When I give my heart
I give it completely
Or I'll never give my heart
And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too
Is when I fall in love with you
"the musical inspiration of everyone's aspiration without perspiration..."
"To Where You Are" - Josh Groban
Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear
Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above
Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are
Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen
As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
'Cause you are my
Forever love
Watching me from up above
And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave
Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are
I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are
Take Me Away - Lifehouse
this time what I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
this time you burn me with your eyes
you see past all the lies
you take it all away
I've seen it all
and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
I try to make my way to you
but still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do
I've seen it all
and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
don't give up on me yet
don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
but don't let
me stay here alone
this time what I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
I've seen enough and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
When I Fall in Love - Nat King Cole
When I fall in love
It will be forever
Or I'll never fall in love
In a restless world
Like this is
Love is ended before it's begun
And too many
Moonlight kisses
Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun
When I give my heart
I give it completely
Or I'll never give my heart
And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too
Is when I fall in love with you
"the musical inspiration of everyone's aspiration without perspiration..."
1:43 PM
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Tuesday, October 02, 2007
sometimes i juz can't fathom... how come there are guys that are so bad to their gf... okiez... i think i seen some bad gf ard... gf that turn into the green eye monster and eat up all their bf freedom kind...okiez...those kind i can understand why the guys rebel...but sometimes...the gals are juz being so nice and accomodating and yet guys seems to take such things for granted and end up hurting their gals... mmm... or perhaps i'm just seeing 1 side of the story...
but sometimes i dun understand... if there's someone else u like...why the hell did u chase the gf in the first place?? was it simply because she was easy?? or is it because she was the one chasing u...and u have no other ppl to entertain urself with so u said yes?? it's just weird to me... i know r/s is suppose to be fun...but having fun at the expense of the other party...tt kind of thing is somehow beyond me... i mean the occasion joking or making fun of a fren is still acceptable...guys do tt all the time...but mmm... but to go so far as making a gf suffer in the r/s... i dun realli seems to agree....
but i guess gals are soft-hearted after all... giving chance after chance...and gals are pretty good liars....cuz they lie to themselves so often that they often can convince themselves that the r/s still will work out... hopefully it will ba....
"papa loves mambo...mama loves mambo...he goes to...she goes fro..."
but sometimes i dun understand... if there's someone else u like...why the hell did u chase the gf in the first place?? was it simply because she was easy?? or is it because she was the one chasing u...and u have no other ppl to entertain urself with so u said yes?? it's just weird to me... i know r/s is suppose to be fun...but having fun at the expense of the other party...tt kind of thing is somehow beyond me... i mean the occasion joking or making fun of a fren is still acceptable...guys do tt all the time...but mmm... but to go so far as making a gf suffer in the r/s... i dun realli seems to agree....
but i guess gals are soft-hearted after all... giving chance after chance...and gals are pretty good liars....cuz they lie to themselves so often that they often can convince themselves that the r/s still will work out... hopefully it will ba....
"papa loves mambo...mama loves mambo...he goes to...she goes fro..."
12:08 AM
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