todae actualli is a bad day..i think mabbe itz wat ppl call tues blues? oh...it was supposed to be mon..but ya...tues somehow is bluish for me... the whole dae been kinda lost n unfocus....even the usual darts training din manage to cheer me up... instead of saying cheer...perhaps perk would be more appropriate... but somehow...todae...nothing seems to work... even the usual sing and strum training in which i alwaes plae the fool in seems to lose itz appeal...itz the not the training i guess..itz juz me...somehow i guess i woke at the wrong side of the bed ba...

holidae i think is realli not good for me...somehow it screws up my schedule...can sleep in late...thus slept late...not unlike my usual schedule of waking up for breakfast...haizzz..i guess itz the lack of breakfast ba...tt's why suddenly become lidat... think i need to get something to eat for tml...

haizz....perhaps itz not because i lost myself...mabbe itz becuz i lost u....i hope not....

"Losing you is definitely worst than losing myself...."

check this out...haha..i think this is quite true to a veri large extent for mi wor...
obtained from astro.sohu.women.com

你跟老婆，一个脾气差，常生气，另一个则好很多。想知缘由，详尽解析告诉你。...
你是个好强又有点缺乏自信的人...
你是个容易想太多的人...
你是个得失心重的人...
你不适合做台面上的人物，在职场上你常扮演幕后推手的角色...
你的任务注定是自主性强，独立性强的，而且你具有独当一面的能耐...
你的老婆天生劳碌命，每天都有忙不完的事...
年纪越大，你的生活作息会变的深居简出...
你的老婆在职场上应跟着熟人做（原本就已认识的人），才比较有发展...
老婆的任务势必会涉及到钱、数字或某种专业信息，而且还不能出差错，否则饭碗不保...
你的婚姻生活必定会有一段时间，得让老婆自己一个人张罗家中的事务...
你是属于“上班一条龙，下班一条虫”这一型的人...
老婆的脾气、性情跟你的很不一样...
老婆在职场上，很适合扮演隐身幕后、运筹帷幄的角色...
你的一生之中，常会省小钱，花大钱买贵重的东西，此命格其实是受到父母的影响...
你挺会赚钱，但也很会花钱...当你的任务资历累积到一定程度之后，赚钱的能耐就会出现了...
越是授权，越是能自由发挥的任务环境，老婆越是容易发...
你的职场生涯常是一种工作一做做很久...
你和老婆认识的第一天，彼此就聊的很愉快…
你的任务有着“一忙起来便没完没了”的特性…
你是个有主见的人…不喜欢别人管你、干涉你…
你的任务常有需要限时完成的压力…
你跟老婆两人的脾气很不相同…
你常会因工作而有所牵绊…
你幼时的成长过程，多是由女性长辈在照料…
你的老婆有异性缘，一生常遇到对她友善的男性
你的老婆容易给人第一眼有好印象…
你的老婆不喜欢一成不变的生活方式…
你的老婆不喜欢别人干涉她的自由…

mmmm...went for impressario...den was kinda impressed by their song composing abilities...ahaha..and while i was taking the train back home from suntec...i decided to came up with something too..hahaa... and here it is...too bad i not pro enuf to compose a melody for this song..lol...

<<很爱你>>
恋爱已失去了意义,
为何一切还看 不清.
夺眶的泪滴, 随着心沉淀入杯底
那年的雨季
我原为你等待
但你却一再的离去,
让梦变成不再美丽.
心中的想念, 早就无法压抑
而你的离去, 始终都没悔意

天的灰, 夜的暗, 欺骗了自己
幻想你依然在怀里.
任何人都无法代替
让过去不肯平息
你既已走, 就该让我忘记你

我恨你, 更爱你, 快逼疯了自己
感觉熟悉温度的你
任何人都无法代替
我失败的放弃你
让我更知道, 我最爱的还是你...

well..that's it...v-dae is officially over...juz woke up to the realisation of oversleeping for a tutorial...damn...so might as well take the time to blog abit before going down school for my GE later...

well..v-dae was good..one of the more "v-dayish" v-dae i had... went down to Holland V for a dinner... went to this place called "Raku Sushi"... the place was realli quite cool...set with dim romantic lighting, the place was kinda like a fusion between jazz and jap restaurant...we sat at the counter and therefore could look at the chef preparing all sorts of assorted sushi, sashimi etc...and boy...was he good...lol...juz looking at him cutting n preparing all the raw fishes, and sushi, and giant scallops made our mouth water and in awe of his fine knifework...
ordered a few items there to share among the 2 of us..and indeed..the food was great..haa..jap food never tasted that fabulous before lor...i seriously duno why..haaa...the ingredients is damn fresh...and though servings mabbe a bit smaller... but i seriously feel every bite is worth is money... though the food there is perhaps slightly on the higher end...but oh well...haa...money is meant to be spent...and the company was great...enjoying every moment of it....

heh...let u all check out the food...though i think my phone cam doesn't realli do justice to the food....

well..juz gotta hope that next year v-dae would be another great one as well... dun drool~~ =P

Ghost of the past, or glimpse of the future??

mmm...todae dreamt of something while i was napping..dreamt of someone...itz a kinda wierd dream i guess..first time that someone appeared in my dream...and mmm...kinda wierd that itz her tt happened to come into my dreamz...i hope itz not a glimpse of the future ba...itz juz super wierd...

mmm....sometimes....i guess it takes alot of courage to be able to cut your own losses... to cut wat matter to you most in order to move on in life... perhaps that's wat most ppl are unable to do...all i can sae is...try ba... gotta pick your self up and walk down the road...

"When things dun go your way...it just means that things aren't supposed to be this way..."

KY top 5 hate to hear list

5. Eh...where's JH?
4. KY..where's your roomie?
3. eh...JH never come lesson todae meh?
2. yoyo...u got see ur roomie??
1. where your roomie? ask him pick up his fone lei....

the above quotes are totally not quote...itz real life experiences....

woah..this is the third post of todae...never did i expect to post so much in one dae...but todae was a rather wierd day i guess...suddenly my emotions like went to take roller coaster lidat...up n down, up n down... i hate such feeling...at least this time round..i blog cuz of happiness..juz wanna put down that fleeting moment before it fades...nowdaes, happiness seems to avoid me like plague...it takes veri little thing to make mi happy..but somehow those little things are oso avoiding me...and thus..i muz blog down this incident that made mi quite high..muahaha

and the big news is...i got the chance to go to a external darts team and train with them..haa...and one of their team members is a relief guard working in my hall lor..hhaa...how cool is that...lol..gotten down his contact number and arrange to go learn from the professionals in the darts business...hahaa...i shall work my way into the SDA (singapore darts association) and mabbe even into the 180 club ( a badge of recognition for darters who scored 180 at least four times...how cool can that be rite....) yeah..to all those who noe nuts abt darts...sorriez...i'm a darts nutz...lol...wooohoo~~

<天灰的心碎>

当世界忘记你时, 你可曾埋怨谁
当不如意的时候, 天空又是否灰
在远方凝望你的我, 不曾向你表示
只默默在背后的支持
却不能阻止心碎.

一次又一次的伤害, 痛的不止一人
强言欢笑的背后, 我又能相信谁
天空的灰, 带来梦的熄灭
四处张望, 无处闪躲
想远离却又不舍放弃

时间依旧流, 万物接着变,
我们之间仍然隔这一条隐形线...

ah ha...first and foremost...happy chinese new year..todae already the 4th dae of CNY le...haa...3 more daes to my birthdae wor...hehz....or rather...the birthdae of all humans...haaa....okie...now tt the joyous greetings is over...itz time for the sombre things...

mmm...the chinese new year been quite boring...feeling kinda lost actualli...somehow abit lost direction in the new year...been thinking abt things..some future... but luckily...managed to suppressed all the rubbish thoughts and refocused...whew... yeahz...but oh well...shall mope over it a bit more...

Krav
26 years of sailing
Nocturnal and alcoholic
Small eyes, wrong perceptions
Taurus monkey man

Kravings, Otaku, Hermit
Anecdotal, metaphorical, illogical
Never trusting, suspecting
Gundams-lover
Yearning, loathing
U and only u

Living freely,
Ostentatious, Obnoxious,
Venturing, learning
Enduring storms
Sailing the high seas,

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Only,
Undyingly










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