do you have something that u wanna protect?? or mabbe even wanna keep?? wat are the extent that u will wanna do something so much to protect that thing? i guess everyone has something they wanna protect... and for me...i guess i just wanna protect the smile on your face...

watched finished "my little chef".... nice jap drama...highly recommended if u all are interested in french cuisine... and it's amazing how food can tell the stories of people's life...

given the chance to describe your life using appetizer, main course and dessert...wat would it be??

"i guess FAMILY really means; father and mother, i love you..."

i've been watching "my little chef"... this short jap drama about a talented but young female chef who cooks in a tiny french restaurant... she has a knack of creating meals according to customers preferances and can moved their hearts... itz a realli nice show... it just makes me wanna cook... watch the show n wept along with it..for i guarantee it will move you too...
10 episodes....10 different tastes....

i went for a run just now at my house area too...at nite...it turns up to be quite a serene place...u could just hear the crickets n bullfrogs in the grasses... coupled with the evening breeze and starry nite... it could actually be taken for a rather romantic place for couples to stroll...and of course u have to ignore the foreign workers sitting around...

during my run, i saw a family of four coming down to the play ground and enjoying some family time... and somehow... the pangs of regrets came back... i miss the time where my family plae together... i miss the time dad was around... and i guess...i miss dad....

"what is ur taste of life..."

a blurry picture of the moon on a presummer night...



a yummy/yucky? meal on this presummer night...



closeup of the ultimate chicken ham cheese baguette


okiez....baguette proven to be edible...


the bright and sunny weather in Sentosa, where the clouds are white n the skies are blue..



evening sets on the sunny island...



the ground crew that are non pilot...

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears instead.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I'm away, would you still think of me,
And wish that you could call me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there?

If I'm away, would you still think of me,
And wish that you could call me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there?

pwah...was watching the 9pm chinese show...the more i watch, the angrier i get...rarrr~~ the irritating mother in law...the 2 face bitch who abuses the kiddos...angry sia...%^$*%&#$#
watched deal or no deal too... interesting game...ahah... bah..duno wat the hell i'm talking liao....bye...

"somethings just dun have to make sense to others...as long as they make sense to u..."

todae went down to the tour agency to get my air tix...end up din get...ended up going library to plan my trip to USA...
decided that i shall make a 2 dae transit in japan...den shall go visit akihabara, shibuya, harujuku and shinjuku...den go over UCLA...many places i wanna visit in USA... grand canyon, yosemite nature park, las vegas, and many more...den after mabbe go Mexico or Canada...wahaha...sounds good eh...dun jealous...wahaha.... but too bad i'll miss all the bdaes in july...damn...wasted...
but at least got the chance to celebrate Independence Day...wooh~
am so excited...wahaha....

"let's hope nothing will go wrong this time... let's hope..."

came across this horoscope abt taurus...so true that's it scary...

金牛座完全解析

对于不了解金牛座的人，对金牛抱有成见的人常常觉得金牛有不少的缺点：贪吃啊、固执啊、拜金啊、闷声不响啊、内向保守啊、反应超慢啊……诸如此类的。

其 实，这些都是对金牛座的误解，金牛座的人性格要比这些复杂的多。金牛座的人确实是寡言少语，不过，这并不代表没有思想、没有见解。恰恰相反，金牛座的人大 多都是很有思想和内涵的，只是有时候他们不屑于无谓的争辩或是和无聊的人争辩，他们心里都很蔑视那些喳喳呼呼而有毫无水准的人。

他们也不喜欢十分喧闹的场合（虽然他们并不是不能疯）通常选择的都是自娱自乐；做事比较低调不自信，其实心里都有一种一鸣惊人的欲望，而通常他们确实又都具备这个能力。高傲和自卑这对双生姐妹在金牛座身上体现得特别明显。

金 牛座的人通常对吃的要求很高，但这并不代表他们就是贪吃。他们喜欢的是精美可口的食物而并非仅仅是填报肚子，对垃圾食物他们一般是不屑一顾的。因为他们对 味觉比常人较敏感，所以他们把吃也当作是一种欣赏品位的过程。而金牛座对事物的鉴赏能力也是很出名的。另外，美食还可以减轻金牛座常常产生的焦躁不安情绪 以及莫名其妙的低落心情。而这种情绪是常常回在金牛座的身上出现的，也就是所谓的低潮期。

金 牛座的人有很重的浪漫情怀，感情细腻也很激烈，但由于他们不善于表达，所以总给人一种冷漠无情的错觉，其实金牛座的人对感情是很认真的，也愿意为爱人赴汤 蹈火，但是一旦受到伤害，他就回用封锁一切的态度来面对感情。表面上他可能装作毫不在乎（通常牛儿们都是这样做的）其实心里在乎的要命。

他 们相信爱情，但是对爱情的结果通常抱以悲观的看法。归根到底，金牛座是彻彻底底的悲观主义者。但是他们的行为不完全消极，反而给人一种积极向上的感觉，他 们对名利、金钱虽然看的很透彻，但仍怀有或强或弱的欲望，这就是为什么金牛座的人喜欢拼命赚钱但是绝不拜金，他们是不屑于做金钱的奴隶的。

他们淡泊名利但不出世。如果有必要他们也会不顾一切向上爬，但这种动机和目的跟其他单纯出自欲望的人们是截然不同的，他们这样做绝对有非做不可的理由。他们不会局限于物质方面的追求，其实他们关注更多的是精神层面的东西，所以金牛座的人通常是物质精神两不误。

金 牛座的人大多是很有主见的，当然这一点有时候过分了就成了固执了。他们有独创的意见和启发他人的能力，这种才能会不会表现出来当然还得看他们乐不乐意。他 们也很富有叛逆精神，但通常不会做出太越轨的事，因为他们在这方面还是较为懒散的，但一旦刺激了他们这根神经，他们肯定会作出一些离经叛道的惊人之举，小 心被逼得没有后路的他们是最危险的。

金牛座在某些方面有着惊人的领悟力，或是数学、或是哲学、更多的是音乐和艺术方面。在这些领域他们可 堪称天才。虽然他们表面温温吞吞的，但其行事乖张不下于双子，而平常人根本猜不透他们毫无表情的外表下到底在想些什么，他们也不会喜欢跟人粘得腻腻歪歪 的，保持距离是他们的处世哲学，虽然这并不代表冷漠。所以爱上金牛座的人是很折磨人的一件事。

金牛座的人直率但不过火，真诚但不是什么话都跟人说，他们很会替他人着想，他们很能体会人间疾苦，即使是那些从小在温室中长大的牛儿们也极具同情心。但是当金牛座的人受到严重打击时，他们是会比任何人都更加冷酷无情和不择手段的。他们懂得如何善良，同时也懂得如何邪恶。

总之，金牛座的人是非常富有魅力的。特别是和他深入接触了之后，他们广博的知识和幽默的谈吐以及个性的作风使人欣赏。当然他们外表也会散发出一股独特的气质，通常不是遭人异常的厌恶就是使人深深的被吸引。

i still remember my childhood days...the days where after sch is going to the multi-storey carpark to play catching...and the endless 1-legged catching during recess... den it'll be the walking home from school to 2nd aunt house... ahh...those daes are so carefree and enjoyable..everyday go school is juz to plae and not study much...and the badminton buddies...training was tough but still we managed to make it together...
and 2ndary school times...endless chatek, tennis soccer and fooling ard at KAP...that times were not bad too...
and JC daes....S25 and s81... life was good... i wish i could relive those time again...haiz...time n tide wait for no man... or woman i guess... i wish i wish...haizzz....

"every life is a dream... you never know when you'll wake up from it..."

went sentosa todae...quite fun...plae dodgeball, frisbee... damn hot sun...kena burnt big time...but it's quite fun though...thanks to the jnrs for organising ar... ahaha...

hmmm.... wat would ppl do in a situation like this?

a guy was ditched by his girlfren...and after 2 yrs...he met a new girl and go together with her...and now, he met the ex again... and then, the ex tell him she still like her... and their breakup was all cuz of a misunderstanding... both the gals are damn nice gal...but how should the guy chose?? he din lose all feelings for the ex, and yet he likes the current gf too.... so how how how?? btw, the ex is prettier imo...

"life is about choices..."

was rummaging thru my past photos and letters...ahh...reliving those good old days... haha... it feels good to be young again...i guess... and that time ain't coming back...and i've come to a conclusion...boy was i chubby in the past...damn... thankfully now different le.... say goodbye to chubby arms~ haha..

all the different foto albums juz remind mi of the different time i have....

sec sch NPCC trip to Perth, Crescendo, Wallaby and finally Tioman after I ORD, then all the different FOCs from Pyrius, to Phyxion to Pleides.... and the days of 44...from dungeon to level 4 to single room...ahh...those are realli the good old daes....

"people die, things changed, but memories last forever..."

hmmm....ppl ard me who watched sae spiderman 3 sux... after watching it for myself...somehow i think it ain't tt bad... at least there's a consistent theme behind the show...which i think is frenship n forgiveness....mmmm.... ah well...no point pondering over it...juz another movie..
life's been boring...nothing to do at all...driving me mad...bah~~

"time slows to a crawl without having anything to drag it down..."

long time din post...cuz i've been realli sick!! and ya...sick sux... and of course i've been doing other things too la... here's wat i've been up to....




Blu Duel VS Saviour



Crossbone X1 Gundam... model like post...



another Crossbone pic... doesn;t the pic remind u of Bu Jing Yun from Feng Yun??
check it out below...



"when you are sick, you'll be bored...when you're bored...you think..."

Life’s a journey,

For some too long, for some too short

Time passes us by,

For some too fast, for some too slow

Friends walk with us,

Maybe a short while, maybe forever

With each phase, with each year

Distances grows greater

No matter how far we are

To me, we’re just a heartbeat apart.

argh...sick since sat til todae...damn it..muz be the whole past week of boozing, fried food n bbq food and lack of sleep...zzz....sleeping incredibly lots at home..damn shag... damn sick oso..bah...
i hate being sick...
oh...dun ever mix sheridan, vodka and chivas together...it taste...SUCKY...!~

"the best cure for sickness.."

tonite is my final in hall le...after tonite..it'll be farewell hall 8, hello the cruel world! ahh..sianz...
somehow, the poem below fits the mood perfectly...


<<再别康桥>> 徐志摩

輕輕的我走了，
正如我輕輕的來；
我輕輕的招手，
作別西天的雲彩。

悄悄的我走了，
正如我悄悄的來；
我揮一揮衣袖，
不帶走一片雲彩。

and another one by me...

<<离愁>>
雏雁长成齐纷飞
巢穴依旧无心回
不求思念挂心头
但愿偶聚共举杯

"life is full of ups and downs... u lift me up and i let u down..."

我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你

the only 24th birthday i'll ever have...and it's good...because of the following things...

1. the frens


2. the activities


3. the food



4. the presents...





and thanks to many well wishers...i had a good day because of all of you....

"appreciate the finer things in life...because they are simply fine..."

thanks to all my frens who wished mi a happy birthday...realli appreciate all of you for remembering me!

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难,想切割切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了
寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你的一点恨
还要时间
才能平衡
热恋伤痕
画面重生
祝我生日快乐

"it's the little things that touches people the most..."

Krav
26 years of sailing
Nocturnal and alcoholic
Small eyes, wrong perceptions
Taurus monkey man

Kravings, Otaku, Hermit
Anecdotal, metaphorical, illogical
Never trusting, suspecting
Gundams-lover
Yearning, loathing
U and only u

Living freely,
Ostentatious, Obnoxious,
Venturing, learning
Enduring storms
Sailing the high seas,

Yours truly
Only,
Undyingly










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