happy halloween ppl..
happy trick and treating...


"i'm you...i mean yu... and you? "

been mia for sometime... been too busy with my dearies to do ani posting... trying to rush deadlines for bakuc.. also nothing much has been happening... mabbe except the continuous sliding of the world's stock market... soon we'll all be eating grass and money will be totally worthless...

nothing much has happened... except a visit to red dot brewery at dempsey hill..pretty good place..but ya... no pix... apart from that... everydae has been a day of painting/ inhaling of thinner/lacquer... think i'm getting a permenant head damage too...

yeahz..and todae's a tues...and i'm still home...cuz me on leave...yeahz... tt's good... shiok!

"sometimes crying alone ain't all that bad..."

the most impt thing is not to lie....

"damn..where does that salty water originate?"

weekend's over again...sat n sun just breeze past..din realli have much to do.. basically was another stay home week... spend the whole sat at home growing mould and touching up my gundams... trying to get it in time for BAKUC 2008... deadline drawing nearer too.. and there's still quite a few mods etc to get it done...damn...

lotsa hurdles have been thrown in the last week or so... muz at least clear the task tt min2 set... otherwise fri gonna be chamz... life's been full of ups and downs... at least my frens are... hopefully everythings gonna be okiez... r/s probs are alwaes so... complicated...

managed to haul my bum out on sunday... at least i went to cut hair..after which met ax for lunch... and sorrie to steph for not going ur bdae celebration ar.. hope u had a good one....

had crabs at this rather famous place in AMK, Mellben i think...
courtesy of laumic... food's pretty good n ex...
let the pics do the talking...









and ya...congrats to mr hh.. u're a man now! wahaha!

it's gonna be another busy week ahead...

and folks..ktv on sunday?

"and between now and then til i see you again.. i'll be loving you..."

as ppl progress along... we tends to lose track of who we are.. sometimes we are angels..and at times... monsters... it's alwaes base on our judgement of how ppl are to see if they are monsters or angels..or even seemingly heroes... but all i know... i'm no monster...

"who's there...who cares... who i share..."

okiez...this is rubbishy... can watch asuma die until tear...jap animes are good sia...
either that...or i've become weaker...
ahh...tt's wat a 70hr work week does to ppl...chuiz...

"there's not much left..."

at the rate i'm going... i wonder if i'm more alive or dead....mmm....

mmm... recently din online much... as spending an ave of 14hrs a day in the office...
work has been really rewarding... clearing one stuff will be rewarded with more shit from others...
there were no family problems apart from the weekly squabbles over the inheritance... been missing out on alot of news on these...
din manage to catch up much with frens...14 hrs a day...where got time...
din even get to slp much or spend much time at home with my family... tt's i guess is the downside...
upside? there's no upside...

2 days in the new dept... first day work ended at 315am....yest nite left office at 430am... at the rate i'm going...i think i'm gonna have premature aging from the long hours in the office... i've got a very bad feeling about tonite though... hopefully not gonna be a 6am day...

i guess the more i move ard the office... the more i hear too...the gossips, the news... and esp more so after 1,2am at nite... the stuffz that was heard... omg... i guess tt's wat keep all the shift ppl going....

but seriously... working with ldn counterparts is rubbishy... they are not helpful, mean, and fking push everything to you when it's supposed to be handled by themselves... this aint' realli the kind of environment i wanna be in... haizz.... hopefully other ppl are having more fun in their life ba...

"i see your true colors...and leaders have to be lead by example..."

had a team bbq today...actually wanted to confront my boss on some decision...but coincidentally he was away... after talking to many ppl...i've come to terms with that decision too...
from now on.. i'll be working permanent london shift: ie: you all wunt see mi ard in the morning le... but i'll still make an effort to come down for hall 8 thurs lunch...

i guess from now onwards, the only time u all can get me out will be weekends i supposed... no more prime time fri for me too.. ahh... oh well... time to shift to night mode...hopefully we'll all still see each other ba...ah well...it's a good time to accumulate some wealth too... more shift = more pay... and spend less on transport since everything is claimable! huat ar!

and yeah... many thanks to cat for so supportive and encouraging for the past few days.. listening to mi curse/complain/swear... realli appreciate it...

"we can't change destiny... but we change our mindset towards it..."

i've come to a realization... i used to have the naive thinking that if i help ppl..they will help me when the time comes... apparently...it seems like this is not how the world work...

i've been used, been discarded, been ignored.. and still i refuse to give up believing in the goodness of ppl... at least in the last lecture by randy pausch, he said something like this... " you will find goodness in ppl if you look long enough"... well... i guess i did... it seems that i still dun see the goodness around... i think enough is enough... from now on.. it'll be be helping ppl that have helped me... and not help ppl believing they will help me... it totally dun work that way it seems...

work has been a roller coaster ride...and i'm preparing myself for a big confrontation at work too... this might just be a new turning point... either i'm going to get stuck being veri busy...or i'm going to be damn free... and to quote..."til further notice"...
i'm not gonna sae aniting much for tt matter now... those who knew will know... and thanks for the support when i'm down...

spent much of my leave trying to mod my kampfer... my wips are uploaded in the other gundam blog.. trying to rush it for the upcoming BAKUC too.. hopefully this is gonna be a good exposure for me...

while waiting for a bus the other day... i've thought up for something too...
it seems that life is like waiting for a bus...this only applies to trips that are walkable only...

sometimes when u are waiting for a bus... you'll decide if you are gonna walk home or if u are waiting for the feeder service...first bus comes, not yours... you'll start thinking that it might be faster if u just walk home... however, being hopeful.. u''ll tell yourself you'll wait for the next bus that comes... however, the next bus that comes is still not yours.. and you'll start to regret...if only you have walked just now... but now you have committed your time to waiting already, walking off now will only waste the time you have waited...

and thus..you are caught in between... the feelings of regrets..and the feelings of wasting your time... you can't make up your mind in choosing to walk or continue to wait... i think this might be a situation some ppl might come across... and yeah..i do find myself in such situation often....without any idea on wat to do....

after thinking this thru...i guess my conclusion is....walk if your bus is not here... it's not economical to take bus now if you can walk since bus fares have increased... **bish**

"in life, we dun alwaes make the choices...sometimes we are the choices..."

gotten myself a HGUC Kampfer a few days back at sun shine... and by a stroke of luck, i managed to get to know a pro modeler for gundams... and seeing his mod of the kampfer..tt kinda pushes me on to mod something myself too..
i might just join in the BAKUC (bandai action kit universal century) modelling competition this yr at suntec as well... depending on my progress for the mods... my first attempt at joining a official competition for modelling... i guess it's time to push my limits and see how far i can go at this hobby of mine...

some initial ideas i have now...

1. kampfer with blades (claws + sword strike blade)

2. kampfer with cannons from heavy arms

3. kampfer with scratch built bow guns

4. kampfer with sickles, maybe mod after fate tesstarosa bardiche...

mmm... i need some pla plates and more waveforms parts for modding...

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