many ppl have dreams....even for me...i've been dreaming alot recently...keeping late nite..having restless sleeps and funny dreams... and ya...they are really quite duh dreams one... but u all no need know wat they are...
the things abt dreams are that it exist in a state of mind... and when they somehow appeared to be the things that u wanted to achieve...you'll think it is a good dream... many ppl dream...but how many dare to chase their dream...i'm guilty on that charge too....lotsa dreams...but all are just castles in the air...

"the life worth living is the one not having? "

juz had a damn nightmare....dreamt of something that i hope never to see it happen... must try hard to prevent such things liao...no more slacking..no more... to see someone just abandon you is just so sucky...

on a lighter note..had a nite out to kbox with my "fairy sisters" yesternite...fun fun wor... got dajie, er jie and liyee who are fans of a-mei, got san jie who's expertise lies in coco and rainie, plus si jie who sings like sun yanzi~ wooh~ fun fun... plus the dong li ka che combo...muhaahhahaha..... had a good nite out...

"wat lies beneath eventually have to surface..."

some ppl might not know...but late in the night...things are reali different... things happened...mood changes....
a perfectly fine day might simply give way to a melancholic one...under the happy mask of communal living...actualli lies deep melancholy and lament... life get uncovered and stories get unravelled....all of which is a interlocking twine that twisted ppl life and fate... i guess...it juz that difficult to be happy after all... just like it's human nature to never get contented... if not, adam won't eat the apple when satan ask him to....

"it takes only a human touch to ease the troubled heart..."

for ppl who are feeling lost with their life... or somehow are in the darkness of their life... perhaps you would like to consider watching "one litre of tears"... somehow, the show made me feel more useless than i ever would like to think i am... somehow, my view of life is not even comparable to someone who's disabled... and somehow, it makes me feel kinda ashamed... i've the ability to do things, but yet i've achieved nothing... doesn't that make me abit of a failure...

somehow, i duno... watching this drama is so much like watching "tuesday with morrie"... if you are feeling realli lost and apprehensive about ur life...do take a look at that...

"when you hold too tight, the only one that's hurt is yourself..."

"you jump, i jump..."

I can only give you love that lasts forever,
And a promise to be near each time you call.
And the only heart I own
For you and you alone
That's all,
That's all

I can only give you country walks in springtime
And a hand to hold when leaves begin to fall;
And a love whose burning light
Will warm the winter night
That's all,
That's all.

There are those I am sure who have told you,
They would give you the world for a toy.
All I have are these arms to enfold you,
And a love time can never destroy.

If you're wondering what I'm asking in return, dear,
You'll be glad to know that my demands are small.
Say it's me that you'll adore,
For now and evermore
That's all,
That's all.

If you're wondering what I'm asking in return, dear,
You'll be glad to know that my demands are small.
Say it's me that you'll adore,
For now and evermore
That's all,
That's all.

"sometimes, that's all you need...."

I woke up this morning feeling kind of blue
and I stumbled out of bed
and dragged my feet across the room
Right outside my front door was a rose
and a note that said 'Somebody Loves You'

But out on the street it starts to pour
and before I get soaking wet,
A total stranger runs to give me
the jacket off his back
I turn around to thank him
But he waves me with a smile
I can hardly believe my eyes
He puts on a halo and starts to fly

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look at Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise

I met a good friend for lunch
and we had a delicious meal
But I forgot to bring my wallet
I felt like an imbecile
But she was sweet, she gave me a treat and
Bought me a chicken sandwich
To take home for tea

But out on the street with nothing to eat
A man and his shopping cart go
Travelling to places,
Collecting social graces
I give him my sandwich
and we chatter for a while
I see a rainbow wash over his eyes
He gives me his halo and
I start to fly

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to an angel in disguise

Don't try to hide away from me
I know you're by my side

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise
Everyday can be legendary
Every minute, an endless surprise
You could be the next angel in disguise

I woke up this morning
Feeling kind of new.

"have you met your angel yet??"

went for a full day of lesson todae...830 all the way til 430...quite tiring sia.... came back..plae abit...study abit...eat abit...den plae somemore...read abit....gossip abit...den now itz 2am liaoz...time realli flies when u are having fun i guess... oh well..not tt my dae was spectacularly fun...but still...i'm quite thankful tt there's no lesson tml...
todae lect was spent copying notes....talking abt childhood....suddenly missed the zoo...wanna go down and check out how does it looks like le... heard tt now the zoo become quite happening liaoz... haha....i shall organise something soon i guess....

"rest is for the uninspired, i just keep on walking...."

wat is happiness..is it something definite or it is just a state of mind? everyone seems to be seeking happiness but do they realli know wat is happiness in the first place?? i look at ppl around me...happy ones...sad ones...sad ones pretending to happy ones....so many different variations of the things they wanted to make them happy... to some, mabbe health is enough to make them happy... to others, mabbe they think money can make them happy...
but...what is happiness to you?? is your kind of happiness the same as everyone else?? i also can't define wat my kind of happiness is...
but my guess is... happiness is something that's elusive and fleeting... always here and there and everywhere...

"happiness can't be hidden...sadness can.."

watched one litre of tears todae...indeed...veri sad...lead actress veri cute...but veri sad story....sobz sobz... can't help but cry along... i'm not a sob drama addict...but this one..realli abit tear jerking... later nite tear jerkers are a killer...sobz sniff...
gotten mi to think abt families, frenz and the things i've been doing... let's hope i'm not gonna have any more regrets about my life....

"how happy can i get if the truth is hidden from me..."

He finally gave in to
His friend's girlfriend
When she said,
"There's someone you should meet"
At a crowded restaurant way cross town
He waited impatiently
When she walked in, their eyes met
And they both stared
And right there and then
Everyone else disappeared

~ * ~ * ~

But one boy, one girl
Two hearts beating wildly
To put it mildly
It was love at first sight
He smiled, she smiled
And they knew right away
This was the day
They'd waited for all their lives
For a moment, the whole world
Revolved around one boy, one girl

~ * ~ * ~

In no time at all
They were standing there
In the front of a little church
Among their friends and family
Repeating those sacred words
The Preacher said,
"Son, kiss your Bride"
And he raised her veil
Like the night they met
Time just stood still

~ * ~ * ~

For one boy, one girl
Two hearts beating wildly
To put it mildly
It was love at first sight
He smiled, she smiled
And they knew right away
This was the day
They'd waited for all their lives
For a moment, the whole world
Revolved around one boy and one girl

~ * ~ * ~

He was holding her hand
When the doctor looked up and grinned,
"Congratulations, Twins"

~ * ~ * ~

One boy, one girl
Two hearts beating wildly
To put it mildly
It was love at first sight
He smiled, she smiled
And they knew right away
This was the day
They'd waited for all their lives
And for a moment, the whole world
Revolved around one boy and one girl ...

todae marks the first day of school...or rather...yesterday marks the first day... did practically nothing except to nua ard at home...den went back to hall... 44 feels kinda different liaoz...now that there's no kamz shouting etc... kinda too quiet for my liking....

went for this joint hall bash in the evening...the ppl there realli make me feel like it was the 7th month....hordes of ppl rushing for food...even the emcee had to announce to get ppl to stop getting food... by the time the buffet started...there ain't much food left liaoz...ah well...at least i din pay for the food...so i'm still fine with it... then there came the band... they brought up the mood quite a fair bit...den came the wala wala band, unXpected... and boy...were they good...they rocked the house down man... fricking cool shit they plaed....
i guess the school spent quite a fair amt of moolah on this bash....cuz they gotten deejays from dbl O to come down...and yeah man...the music choice was good... unlike the damn bora bora...ah well..it was kinda fun chionging...haha..muz chiong againz one more time before sch starts!!

"you need to see more than one side of a person to roughly know him..."

the end has come... hall camp finally over... lotsa screw ups..but just gotta live with it..hope i manage to did a decent job as a co-chair...
gotta realli thanks everyone who helped out in one way or another...

"the end of one thing is the start of another..."

Krav
26 years of sailing
Nocturnal and alcoholic
Small eyes, wrong perceptions
Taurus monkey man

Kravings, Otaku, Hermit
Anecdotal, metaphorical, illogical
Never trusting, suspecting
Gundams-lover
Yearning, loathing
U and only u

Living freely,
Ostentatious, Obnoxious,
Venturing, learning
Enduring storms
Sailing the high seas,

Yours truly
Only,
Undyingly










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