Sunday, April 29, 2007
sometimes, a picture says more than a thousand words... i'll let the picture do the talking...
12:37 AM
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Thursday, April 26, 2007
firstly...i've graduated! **claps claps** final paper was over on tues and i'm officially a NTU graduate! to everyone else struggling still, carry on fighting! one more week to go nia! well...unfortunately, graduation oso marks the start of my unemployment...haizz..i'm officially an UNEMPLOYED!! tt sounds so....slack...geez... guess muz buck up in finding job liao... any good job offers please tell me eh...i'm willing to do anything....within legal constraints... working hours not impt... i dun mind being PA as u all willing to pay me generously....not holding of pockets though...
hmm...shall go n do some foto collage...3 years here...shall make one to post up...
and damn..going onto 24 next week...tmd... i feel damn old liao! argh... but i guess the feeling of oldness can be neutralized by many birthday presents ba... bwhahaha.... and most imptly, next week i'll have a new fone! yay! ahhaa.... finalli arh! bwhahaa....
"everything must comes to an end....no matter how much u dunwan it..."
hmm...shall go n do some foto collage...3 years here...shall make one to post up...
and damn..going onto 24 next week...tmd... i feel damn old liao! argh... but i guess the feeling of oldness can be neutralized by many birthday presents ba... bwhahaha.... and most imptly, next week i'll have a new fone! yay! ahhaa.... finalli arh! bwhahaa....
"everything must comes to an end....no matter how much u dunwan it..."
4:47 AM
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007
later will be my last paper...9am...tt's when it'll all be decided... and then it's time to pack everything up and move on... soon it'll be goodbye ntu, goodbye hall 8, goodbye frens... hello corporate world...how am i looking forward to it...yeah right...
so i guess...that's it...that's all...
I can only give you love that lasts forever,
And a promise to be near each time you call.
And the only heart I own
For you and you alone
That's all,
That's all
I can only give you country walks in springtime
And a hand to hold when leaves begin to fall;
And a love whose burning light
Will warm the winter night
That's all,
That's all.
There are those I am sure who have told you,
They would give you the world for a toy.
All I have are these arms to enfold you,
And a love time can never destroy.
If you're wondering what I'm asking in return, dear,
You'll be glad to know that my demands are small.
Say it's me that you'll adore,
For now and evermore
That's all,
That's all.
If you're wondering what I'm asking in return, dear,
You'll be glad to know that my demands are small.
Say it's me that you'll adore,
For now and evermore
That's all,
That's all.
"行同陌路, 伤得更深..."
so i guess...that's it...that's all...
I can only give you love that lasts forever,
And a promise to be near each time you call.
And the only heart I own
For you and you alone
That's all,
That's all
I can only give you country walks in springtime
And a hand to hold when leaves begin to fall;
And a love whose burning light
Will warm the winter night
That's all,
That's all.
There are those I am sure who have told you,
They would give you the world for a toy.
All I have are these arms to enfold you,
And a love time can never destroy.
If you're wondering what I'm asking in return, dear,
You'll be glad to know that my demands are small.
Say it's me that you'll adore,
For now and evermore
That's all,
That's all.
If you're wondering what I'm asking in return, dear,
You'll be glad to know that my demands are small.
Say it's me that you'll adore,
For now and evermore
That's all,
That's all.
"行同陌路, 伤得更深..."
12:18 AM
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Saturday, April 21, 2007
sleeplessness does wonders to a man's mind... it's always at such weird timing that i'll be in the mood to rant and rave...bitch abt how life is unfair, how everyone is evil... weird eh... mabbe i think itz cuz of the lack of sleep ba.. when u sleep veri little..or rather, when i sleep veri little... my mind will go into hypermode and start whirring at double speed and churn out nonsense thoughts... well...so any entries at this timing are not to be taken too seriously...or come running to me or start thinking i'll go ard n shoot someone(i'm not some cb tt will go ard shooting ppl)...dun worry..i'm okiez...
hmmm... u know, sometimes i feel that everyone has a skeleton hiding in their closet somewhere... i believe that there's a part of ppl in which they tend to conceal from other ppl deliberately... or mabbe, they oni show it selectively to some ppl and not others... hmmm.... but i guess that's normal ba... humans are just conscious of ppl's perception of themselves... no biggie... so wat skeletons do you have?
"you are so beautiful...to me..."
hmmm... u know, sometimes i feel that everyone has a skeleton hiding in their closet somewhere... i believe that there's a part of ppl in which they tend to conceal from other ppl deliberately... or mabbe, they oni show it selectively to some ppl and not others... hmmm.... but i guess that's normal ba... humans are just conscious of ppl's perception of themselves... no biggie... so wat skeletons do you have?
"you are so beautiful...to me..."
6:25 AM
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Friday, April 20, 2007
been sleeping quite a fair bit lately...body clock screwed up once again... slept like 5am to 1pm, lunch, den sleep to 5 pm kinda stuffz... and the worst thing is, the more i sleep, the more nua i feel..i guess tt's rather normal ba...but damn...muz break this habit...veri bad...veri bad...
been watching "friday night lights"... in it they had this quote, " clear eye, full hearts..can't lose"...
seems like it means that as long as u have a clear vision of what u desire...and ur hearts is full of that desire.. you can't lose it... hmm.... i wonder does it really works that way...
came across this old test that i took aeons ago...realise how true it is...
You seem to be trying to sweep aside the situations (and maybe the people) that you feel are standing in your way. You are impulsive and apt to follow these impulses seeking to be involved in special or exciting happenings. In this way you hope to deaden the intensity of your conflicts, but your impulsive behavior is leading you to take some unnecessary risks. Back down a little and remember 'more haste - less speed'.
You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.
Being a very proud individual, you tend to hold yourself aloof pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain and pleasure. This is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional individual, one that may make a hasty decision and perhaps regret it at leisure. It is time now to break the bond of detachment and be the 'you' that you would like to be - give vent to your emotions and enjoy yourself.
From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way.
You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.
"clear eyes...full hearts...can't lose"
been watching "friday night lights"... in it they had this quote, " clear eye, full hearts..can't lose"...
seems like it means that as long as u have a clear vision of what u desire...and ur hearts is full of that desire.. you can't lose it... hmm.... i wonder does it really works that way...
came across this old test that i took aeons ago...realise how true it is...
You seem to be trying to sweep aside the situations (and maybe the people) that you feel are standing in your way. You are impulsive and apt to follow these impulses seeking to be involved in special or exciting happenings. In this way you hope to deaden the intensity of your conflicts, but your impulsive behavior is leading you to take some unnecessary risks. Back down a little and remember 'more haste - less speed'.
You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.
Being a very proud individual, you tend to hold yourself aloof pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain and pleasure. This is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional individual, one that may make a hasty decision and perhaps regret it at leisure. It is time now to break the bond of detachment and be the 'you' that you would like to be - give vent to your emotions and enjoy yourself.
From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way.
You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.
"clear eyes...full hearts...can't lose"
5:46 AM
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Thursday, April 19, 2007
hmmm...a question been running my mind...would people mind whether they are happy?? or would ppl mind whether they are right?? which is of greater importance to people? to be happy or to be right??
for some ppl, they are happy even when they are wrong... or rather, they choose to be happy even when they are wrong... making wrong decisions are part n parcel of life, but i guess the important thing is to live with it and make do with all the wrongs and just be happy...
but there are other ppl who just wanted to be right..no matter wat the case is, they would just wanna be right... they will argue until they are blue in the face just to prove their point... and they dun care whether the arguing creates unhappiness, creates all the other problems that no ones appreciates abt... just to prove their own point of view... hmm... weird i guess...
i guess i rather be happy... i've made alot of wrong decisions in the past... but guess i could still live with myself... i guess...
"everyone have a right to be happy... it isn't always happy to be right..."
for some ppl, they are happy even when they are wrong... or rather, they choose to be happy even when they are wrong... making wrong decisions are part n parcel of life, but i guess the important thing is to live with it and make do with all the wrongs and just be happy...
but there are other ppl who just wanted to be right..no matter wat the case is, they would just wanna be right... they will argue until they are blue in the face just to prove their point... and they dun care whether the arguing creates unhappiness, creates all the other problems that no ones appreciates abt... just to prove their own point of view... hmm... weird i guess...
i guess i rather be happy... i've made alot of wrong decisions in the past... but guess i could still live with myself... i guess...
"everyone have a right to be happy... it isn't always happy to be right..."
5:34 AM
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Lately I've been trying
To fill up my days since you're gone.
The speed of love is blinding,
And I didn't know how to hold on.
My mind won't clear.
I'm out of tears.
My heart's got no room left inside.
How many dreams will end?
How long can I pretend?
How many times will love pass me by,
Until I find you again?
Will the arms of hope surround me?
Will time be a fairweather friend?
Should I call out to angels,
Or just drink myself sober again?
I can't hide, it's true.
I still burn for you.
Your memory just won't let me go.
How many dreams will end?
How long can I pretend?
How many times will love pass me by,
Until I find you again?
I'd hold you tighter,
Closer than ever before.
Yeah.
No flame would burn brighter,
If I could touch you once more,
Hold you once more!
How many dreams will end?
How long can I pretend?
How many times will love pass me by, until I find you again?
'till I find you again..
"the search is on...til i find you again..."
To fill up my days since you're gone.
The speed of love is blinding,
And I didn't know how to hold on.
My mind won't clear.
I'm out of tears.
My heart's got no room left inside.
How many dreams will end?
How long can I pretend?
How many times will love pass me by,
Until I find you again?
Will the arms of hope surround me?
Will time be a fairweather friend?
Should I call out to angels,
Or just drink myself sober again?
I can't hide, it's true.
I still burn for you.
Your memory just won't let me go.
How many dreams will end?
How long can I pretend?
How many times will love pass me by,
Until I find you again?
I'd hold you tighter,
Closer than ever before.
Yeah.
No flame would burn brighter,
If I could touch you once more,
Hold you once more!
How many dreams will end?
How long can I pretend?
How many times will love pass me by, until I find you again?
'till I find you again..
"the search is on...til i find you again..."
2:18 AM
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Monday, April 16, 2007
after much tweaking, editing, and asking around for help... i've finalli redone my blog!
although it still looks pretty similar to the previous one, but there's been changes!
Change-log:
1. Background picture is changed!
2. Added picture of myself
3. Enabled comments. No more cluttering of tag board!
4. Navigation arrow changed (No more resize arrow!)
5. Changes to my profile...(unravel the msg...)
i prefer it where i can see everything in one page still... no need to click here click there to see different parts of the blog...ahha...veri navigation frenly rite?
and ya...comments have been enabled liao... got things to sae...please sae hor! though most prob everyone wont comment much la... haha...
special credits goes to zihui for helping me to enable my comments.. thanx!
"changes are good...changes for the better are better..."
although it still looks pretty similar to the previous one, but there's been changes!
Change-log:
1. Background picture is changed!
2. Added picture of myself
3. Enabled comments. No more cluttering of tag board!
4. Navigation arrow changed (No more resize arrow!)
5. Changes to my profile...(unravel the msg...)
i prefer it where i can see everything in one page still... no need to click here click there to see different parts of the blog...ahha...veri navigation frenly rite?
and ya...comments have been enabled liao... got things to sae...please sae hor! though most prob everyone wont comment much la... haha...
special credits goes to zihui for helping me to enable my comments.. thanx!
"changes are good...changes for the better are better..."
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3:30 AM
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exams are just in 2 days time...and i'm fantasizing over gundams.... birthday round the corner too..just nice after exams... perhaps this time round, my wish could be realized??
MG Strike Freedom Burst Mode 1/100 Scale
i would really really love to have this model.... it looks absolutely yummy!
MG Crossbone Gundam X-1 1/100 scale
ah...this gundam looks nice too! how many gundams actually have a crossbow beam rifle for weapon... **drools**
on a side note, gundams are best purchased at hobbylink (Suntec, JEC)... other places are more expensive... this is not such a obvious hint rite??? mmmm...
**pray**
"if you love me, you'll buy this for me...you still love me right?"
MG Strike Freedom Burst Mode 1/100 Scale
i would really really love to have this model.... it looks absolutely yummy!
MG Crossbone Gundam X-1 1/100 scale
ah...this gundam looks nice too! how many gundams actually have a crossbow beam rifle for weapon... **drools**
on a side note, gundams are best purchased at hobbylink (Suntec, JEC)... other places are more expensive... this is not such a obvious hint rite??? mmmm...
**pray**
"if you love me, you'll buy this for me...you still love me right?"
12:25 AM
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Saturday, April 14, 2007
Every time I think of you
I feel shot right through
with a bow of gloom.
It's no problem of mine,
but it's a problem I find
living a life that I can't leave behind.
There's no sense in telling me
the wisdom of a fool won't set you free.
But that's the way that it goes
and it's what nobody knows
while every day my confusion grows.
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray.
I'm waiting for that final moment
you'll say the words that I can't say.
I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like nobody should.
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say.
Why can't we be ourselves
like we were yesterday.
I'm not sure what this could mean.
I don't think you're what you seem.
I do admit to myself
that if I hurt someone else,
then I'll never see just what we're ment to be.
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray.
I'm waiting for that final moment
you'll say the words that I can't say.
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray.
I'm waiting for that final moment
you'll say the words that I can't say.
"he who hath small eyes, aint blind..."
I feel shot right through
with a bow of gloom.
It's no problem of mine,
but it's a problem I find
living a life that I can't leave behind.
There's no sense in telling me
the wisdom of a fool won't set you free.
But that's the way that it goes
and it's what nobody knows
while every day my confusion grows.
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray.
I'm waiting for that final moment
you'll say the words that I can't say.
I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like nobody should.
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say.
Why can't we be ourselves
like we were yesterday.
I'm not sure what this could mean.
I don't think you're what you seem.
I do admit to myself
that if I hurt someone else,
then I'll never see just what we're ment to be.
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray.
I'm waiting for that final moment
you'll say the words that I can't say.
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray.
I'm waiting for that final moment
you'll say the words that I can't say.
"he who hath small eyes, aint blind..."
6:52 PM
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I guess I’m never really someone who’s good at saying goodbyes… exams are just around the corner, and when it ends, it implies the end of my uni life… this signifies the end of one of the most fun and most happening part of my life… perhaps…it will be a conclusion…for some of the friendships that I’ve formed, it might possibly be the last time we’ll ever see each other again… like always, plans are made to meet up regularly, but who can always stick to that… it’s just a formality in reality….and people just used that as a denial to losing the relationship… how many of these frenships will actually survive on… I wonder…
Damn… it’s such a sad thing to be thinking about farewells…but I guess that’s life… people move on all the time….who will eventually stay in contact with me, think of me, or even vaguely remember me…I wonder…
Life’s a journey,
For some too long, for some too short
Time passes us by,
For some too fast, for some too slow
Friends walk with us,
Maybe a short while, maybe forever
With each phase, with each year
Distances grows greater
No matter how far we are
To me, we’re just a heartbeat apart.
"we were young and we were free...now that we are older, things ain't the way it used to be..."
5:48 AM
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
had a good run todae...ran the 179 route plus SRC... managed to complete it without stopping...good conditioning for my IPPT coming soon....hopefully this time round i'll be able to clear it...
spend the dae reading abit, dota alot..and watching alot of dramas.... and i came to a realization... there's a direct co-relation between girls and calling/sms-ing.... whenever girls are attached, they'll start to expect their bf to call/sms them regularly... we guys call this the act of "reporting strength"... somehow, calling/sms-ing kinda implies that the guy thought of the gal todae, therefore muz call her up to check on her yada yada... but to me...somehow tt seems kinda pointless to me... when there's nothing to talk abt...simply juz dun talk....making conversation seems like a pretty hard thing to do imo.... somehow, reporting strength juz aint a very sweet thing to do..... i'll much rather a simple call/sms spontaneously out of the blue saying "i miss you", "i think of you" etc etc...rather than having a fix time to call and talk abt nothing... ahhh... when ppl start going out for the sake of going out, when ppl start calling for the sake of calling... wat relationship is left... i wonder....
if any of you gals are reading this...plz dun start approaching ur guys and demand tt they start doing funny stuffz... or demand they explain this n that...it aint tt fault...itz juz my IMO!!
"watever you do, i'll be 2 steps behind you..."
spend the dae reading abit, dota alot..and watching alot of dramas.... and i came to a realization... there's a direct co-relation between girls and calling/sms-ing.... whenever girls are attached, they'll start to expect their bf to call/sms them regularly... we guys call this the act of "reporting strength"... somehow, calling/sms-ing kinda implies that the guy thought of the gal todae, therefore muz call her up to check on her yada yada... but to me...somehow tt seems kinda pointless to me... when there's nothing to talk abt...simply juz dun talk....making conversation seems like a pretty hard thing to do imo.... somehow, reporting strength juz aint a very sweet thing to do..... i'll much rather a simple call/sms spontaneously out of the blue saying "i miss you", "i think of you" etc etc...rather than having a fix time to call and talk abt nothing... ahhh... when ppl start going out for the sake of going out, when ppl start calling for the sake of calling... wat relationship is left... i wonder....
if any of you gals are reading this...plz dun start approaching ur guys and demand tt they start doing funny stuffz... or demand they explain this n that...it aint tt fault...itz juz my IMO!!
"watever you do, i'll be 2 steps behind you..."
4:42 AM
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Monday, April 09, 2007
i think that the word maybe is a word of hope... it offers many possibilities.... by saying maybe, it implies that aniting is possible... chances are things are not confirm yet...that's why there's still a chance it may become what you hope it would become... it kinda reminds ppl not to give up hope... ahhh...the power of just one word.... i guess it boils down to just keep fightin...
"maybe..."
"maybe..."
4:40 AM
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Saturday, April 07, 2007
yeah! my final week of sch over liao... all the projects n assignments are all cleared...all that's left are 2 papers on the 17 and 24...then i'm officially graduating liao...ah...so fast! 3 years over!! bleahz...
had sushi buffet just yesterday to celebrate the end of all projs too..ahha...it was pretty cheap n good..juz imagine golden mushrooms wrap with bacon n grilled to perfection...juicy too! haha...damn good stuffz....tt plus thick succulent slices of sashimi...mmm...mmm.... good stuffz...lalalala... guess jap food still tops the list for my fave food to eat...
"i dun have to sae it...i juz hope u know it..."
had sushi buffet just yesterday to celebrate the end of all projs too..ahha...it was pretty cheap n good..juz imagine golden mushrooms wrap with bacon n grilled to perfection...juicy too! haha...damn good stuffz....tt plus thick succulent slices of sashimi...mmm...mmm.... good stuffz...lalalala... guess jap food still tops the list for my fave food to eat...
"i dun have to sae it...i juz hope u know it..."
12:52 PM
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