todae actualli is a bad day..i think mabbe itz wat ppl call tues blues? oh...it was supposed to be mon..but ya...tues somehow is bluish for me... the whole dae been kinda lost n unfocus....even the usual darts training din manage to cheer me up... instead of saying cheer...perhaps perk would be more appropriate... but somehow...todae...nothing seems to work... even the usual sing and strum training in which i alwaes plae the fool in seems to lose itz appeal...itz the not the training i guess..itz juz me...somehow i guess i woke at the wrong side of the bed ba...
holidae i think is realli not good for me...somehow it screws up my schedule...can sleep in late...thus slept late...not unlike my usual schedule of waking up for breakfast...haizzz..i guess itz the lack of breakfast ba...tt's why suddenly become lidat... think i need to get something to eat for tml...
haizz....perhaps itz not because i lost myself...mabbe itz becuz i lost u....i hope not....
"Losing you is definitely worst than losing myself...."