i realized that reliance is a very dangerous thing... when we are used relying on things or people... we will have a greater tendency to feel lost or worried without it... for example... reliance on computer... whenever the computer spoil or cock up... we become disable... we can't do work..we can't socialize (thru msn)... and we start to feel bored...feel empty... likewise... relying on ppl does have the same effect... relying on parents...relying on bf/gf... all these will end up in us feeling lost whenever we are without them... i guess... relying on ownself is still the safest bet...
sometimes... being self reliant too is a tiring thing... and often...we all wanted a chance to be able to unload our own burden... and just stand there waiting for ppl to pick us up in life and push us along... but... i rather depend on myself....
went villa bali with kai, feng, elton n akuma yest... had a rather good time chilling out and babe watching... and i saw ezann lee! she pretty wor... haha... too bad there's a guy with her...oh well...ahhaa...
and keith married today...went for his church wedding todae... congrats to keith! and i broke my 99 point curse in bowling todae...and damn...almost hit my turkey... but thanks to gerald n weiyeh for coaching.. haha...
"u only have 1 chance to find the correct one... dun too chin chai..."
