with the recent happenings in the family... somehow i can't help but wonder... would there be anyone remembering me if i'm gone... would there be anyone shedding tears of pity for me... i wonder... as a person passes... he/she becomes nothing more than just a memory... a memory that is very easily forgotten... the pain passes with time... and so does the memory... it just slow fades away into nothing... ppl would rather let such memories fade...then to invoke the fresh pains that invades them upon thinking of the past... perhaps that's how time heals wounds... it makes you forget...slowly but surely...
tears comes and goes... i guess the same applies for feelings..though it's harder to let some feelings goes... the upcoming japan trip will definitely be good...especially at such a time... allows me a fresh change of environment...a short break from the stuffz here...
it's definitely hard to see a love person depart...and even harder to see those left behind cry for the departed... just imagine... the first thing i heard when i entered into my gramps house was my grandma saying "you're ah gong's gone..." just imagine the pain and hurt the sombreness it was that time... i guess everyone been thru it at some point of time or another... perhaps i'm just worser at dealing with such things... i guess even my bro was affected..though he wasn't one to show his emotion... he would just sit silently on the sofa staring into space... i guess such a expression is even worse than being able to cry...
"we forgive...but can we ever truly forget..."
