woke up feeling abit nolstagic today... kinda missed the time when i can wake up in hall and feel stoned....missed the time when i sit on the ledge overlooking the carpark... missed the late nite suppers that we had... missed the room hopping and gossiping times we had... missed the insane birthday celebrations... most importantly...suddenly missed all the ppl that been thru 3 years of my life with me... i guess it's juz another weekday...
was thinking abt something while showering yest too... sometimes, it seems that we tend to impose our own thinking on others...things on wat we think and deemed good, we tend to impose it on others with the thought that it's for the other party good... but have we ever stop to think wat is it the other parties might be thinking or wanting... wat they wanted to say but never really gotten a chance to say cuz we on our end, are willing our wills on them... this is applicable actually to alot of things... in parenting, parents sometimes might not listen to their child and just selfishly do things they think it's for the good of the kids... in r/s, one party might just do things that they think is good and neglect the other party feelings... it's hard to know such things unless there's open communication and mutual understanding... the simplest things in life are always the hardest to achieve...
"i worry i won't ever see your face light up again..."