well... dreams and reality is often a veri common theme in anime...and knowing wat a sucker i am for animation...normalli animations are the inspiration for some of my weird and cranky philosophy... and this is just another of those times....
was watching magical lyrical girl nanaho a's ...ya..it's a mouthful... but as its something recommended by my bro..so i watched it anyhow... and yes..it got me thinking again...
will you choose to be trapped in a eternal slumber but with your deepest desire and wishes fulfilled...living the happiest life you can never achieve in reality, and be with the person you hold dearest til all of eternity.. or will you choose to still struggle on in the real world...dealing with the loss of your dear one...living a life of regretting some of the bad decision that you made previously...
which would it be... it's a tempting option rite... to be able to live veri happily in a dream...a dream which everything goes your way...and you no need to be sad, worried or everything...you just gotta sleep...and ignore everything that's going on... afterall, everyone's entitled to their own happiness... and choosing this little happiness without hurting anyone ain't such a bad choice afterall... who would want to live a life of regrets/pain and simply wishing things would go their way and hoping everything will not go wrong...
though for mi...i guess i will still try to live in the real world...it's tougher...it's harder..and it's much less happier... but happiness is in a state of mind... regrets are the feelings that reminds you not to make further mistakes... and pain are a reminder that you are in the real world... i rather hold something with my hands...than just having it in my mind... i guess i'm materialistic afterall...
"看不见你的笑我怎能睡得着...."
