i guess i kinda overvalue trust... so when someone kinda defy (shall not use the word betray..too strong)....it kinda gets to me alot...mabbe cuz i'm not the trusting kind... so when i trust ppl...i kinda really trust ppl...it just sucks to see ppl not holding onto the trust i give them ba... oh well...
but i guess itz alwaes cuz of my morality ba... i'm a firm believer of dun do unto wat u dunwan ppl to do to you... so when i give ppl my trust, respect and other...i kinda expect similar in return....
but oh well..the world isn't full of ppl like me... perhaps i'm still living in a utopia... or mabbe i'm still in a dream... or in a shell...
but...i just dun like ppl to lie to me... i rather u tell it to me in my face ba...
"lying is like a hole..the more u dig...the deeper u fall..."