we had a bbq and countdown to the 31st for the folks yest... thanks to gan who lent us his house to make it all happen... overall, it was a decent bbq and countdown to the last day of the year...yes...we count down to 31st Dec..or at least wanted to...and not to the 1st Jan... foodwise i think mabbe a bit lacking though...fire can't last long enuf for us to bbq the last of the chicken fillets that were finally thawed.. but i think overall it's still not too bad..the drinking games, the mahjong, and the catching up... i dun have fotos...itz all in cenwei cam... so cenwei...plz send mi the fotos ar... well...i juz hope everyone have a great time ba... look forward to the next gathering ba!
for now..off to work...on NEW YEAR'S EVE....haizzz..
"take me away... take me away... i've got nothing more to say..."
for those who for the barbie kill and countdown to the 31st... it'll be at tanah merah (gan house) at 7pm...kindly make ur own way there... i oso duno how to get there...plz ask gan... and hor...food wise..kindly tag wat u wanna eat in my tag board... requests will be accommodated if possible...
the end of 2007 is in sight... and i know this year wasn't a good year for many ppl out there... be it in terms of r/s, sch-work, work, or mabbe even constantly missing out on 4d/toto... but be assured that 2007 is gonna be over... 2008 will be a better one...having faith is a key criteria to a betta life...
aha..and i found a new atas hang out...woot~!
"a new beginning cannot start without something ending..."
been messing around with my old gundams...ever since i get my compressor...been using it to spray 1 color a day... i like the effect with enamel paint... add abit of retarder...and the enamel thinner...the matted and dull effect suits my gundam.... i think i'll start my gundam blog soon...will be posting up pics of my gundams collection and other models that i made/making/will be making... but all that will come after i learn how to photograph my gundams.... and oso... i'm starting to love the Sangou Gundams SD series... bought liu bei and guanyu...air brush them..am starting to love the details they show on such a simplistic kit... bandai is the best! i think i shall get the whole series...after all..each is oni 10 to 12 bucks...pretty cheap for a 2,3 day entertainment... ahah...
oh...and i am legend....mmm...i dun like the ending la!
"love interest are like a hobby that's worth investing and putting effort into..."
start of my leave...but din go out so far... wanted to go msia for some seeing..but can't realli gather enuf ppl...everyone seems busy with fyp/other stuffz to go out... mmm...guess i really gotta waste this 3 days leave liao...sux man... even wanting to catch a movie is diff without all the usual movie ppl ard... and even my bro has become more happening and catch all the movies that i wanted to watch on their opening day... warlords, i am legend....all watched... so now totalli no one left to watch with...argh... and i frickin hate watching movie alone la....this sux...
ah well.. so be it... the restaurant where we had our team dinner...
group photo with the team...
and ya...for all those who dunno wat's a compressor...this is it...
sometimes...itz great to have a peaceful and tranquil holiday...hiding at home...going out to the kopitiam for supper with just another fren to talk and gossip...it's quite a nice feeling afterall... long break ahead... hopefully i get to go take a breather out of the country...plz dun sell out the tix...
"sometimes u juz gottta try and believe in not giving up..."
i'm thankful tt i have a bunch of brothers that alwaes go out of their way to help...who go out of their way to provide a listening ear... to protect my lane when we are "dota-ing"... to all those who help in one way or another...thanks bro... okiez... not oni brothers too ba..i have a bunch of jie mei who's alwaes there for me as well... to you all...i give my thanks too... and speaking about dota... i guess it's like life... when we die on the lane...we respawn back at the fountain...we set out again to hunt and level up... we learn new spells and become stronger... and together... we "gangbang" other heros and break towers/bases.... to all my heros beside me... thanks.... and ya..i'm not feeling emo...it's juz christmas is round the corner... and giving thanks is definitely much cheaper than giving presents...wahaha.... oh ya...a revision to my wishlist.... i wunt mind some polo tees too! i need them for dress-down fridays..~
"for heroes are heroes because they did what no man can..."
well... Christmas's just round the corner...1 more week in fact..i guess it's a good time to make wishes...hopefully, there'll be a kind santa or santarina out there to grant me these wishes...
Tangible wishes 1. Compressor and airbrush set (will be getting this christmas after getting my paycheck) 2. working clothes and pants (size 15 for long sleeve shirt) 3. MG grade Gundam (my bro shuld be getting me this...he better...) 4. new pair of running shoes 5. new wallet without coin pouch and more card sleeves 6. new pair of specs 7. any other presents are welcome 8. a short vaccation out of singapore
Intangible wishes
1. health to family 2. happiness to friends 3. peace to the world
"for all that i wanted on christmas is to be wat u want for christmas..."
this week kinda fly me by... without realising...it's sat...and i'm glad... at least finally gonna go catch a movie later... and this week was tough...having the lack of slp and all... plus trying to deal with some other probs... am just glad sat is here... yest nite went for ly bdae celebration...quite cool..cuz was located at some kelong.. had a few hours of back to nature time... floating ard the sea...happy yummilicious seafood right from the sea... and end up at pasir ris park to watch meteor shower.... caught sight of about 5 stars... too bad i only made like 2 wishes...wasted the other 3 stars... but mmm...looking back..it's like the end of the year again... time for those end of year review on wat have i done and acheive... shall give some thoughts to it..though i feel this year is betta than last....
i guess i kinda overvalue trust... so when someone kinda defy (shall not use the word betray..too strong)....it kinda gets to me alot...mabbe cuz i'm not the trusting kind... so when i trust ppl...i kinda really trust ppl...it just sucks to see ppl not holding onto the trust i give them ba... oh well... but i guess itz alwaes cuz of my morality ba... i'm a firm believer of dun do unto wat u dunwan ppl to do to you... so when i give ppl my trust, respect and other...i kinda expect similar in return.... but oh well..the world isn't full of ppl like me... perhaps i'm still living in a utopia... or mabbe i'm still in a dream... or in a shell... but...i just dun like ppl to lie to me... i rather u tell it to me in my face ba...
"lying is like a hole..the more u dig...the deeper u fall..."
the frustration of banging walls is building up...no matter how much i hammer...how much i charge...the unrelenting wall still refuse to buckle...not even showing a sign of crack... in fact..it seems to become a bigger and bigger obstacle... how the hell can i break down the wall and reach the otherside...i seriously duno... pent up frustration...building...boiling... ...... .. ...
Do it. Whoo, Little nasty girl (Yo man, see that??) Damn!
Yo Yo Yo Yo Hey girl I like your flava Wish I could be your neighba Must be coffee by the way you shakin your perk-u-later I'm the smooth operator Hot mommy motivator What I really wanna do Put that thing on you Butter up yo hot potato Gettin more dough then bakers Rim's spinnin like I knew your break is You got it all give me a call I'm ballin like the Lakers Hey ma now I won't chase ya Sweetheart ignore them haters Let's have some fun Bittys' got me on the run Come on girl get this paper
Well honey (Whatcha got Mr. Mans) I got a lot of money (I don't see no keys in my hands) Could you be my nasty girl And let me do that dirty dance witchu (If you want just give me money) Mommy (Ooo Whee Poppi) Shake that sexy body (Do you like what you see?) I just wanna nasty girl Now tell me is that nasty girl you? (I can love you long time)
I'm in the Escalade, you in the Navigator You talkin dirty wanna serve me in the elevator Wanna give it to me now not later Mommy's body was a dime, can't hate her What a brother gonna do when the bitty rolls through Who's lookin just like Jada We hit the elevator Of course there's always haters But it didn't matter yo We were puttin on a show Free for all your spectators Mommy threw it like a champ (Yo wait up) Yo i didn't even know her name (What!?) Bitty's opened up your eyes Haters better recognize That Nitty got this playa
Well honey (Whatcha got Mr. Mans) I got a lot of money (I don't see no keys in my hands) Could you be my nasty girl And let me do that dirty dance witchu (If you want just give me money) Mommy (Ooo Whee Poppi) Shake that sexy body (Do you like what you see?) I just wanna nasty girl Now tell me is that nasty girl you? (I can love you long time)
I gotta pick my date up To dinner I'ma take her Last time we sexed I had her crawlin like an alligator She just came from jamaica The land of booty shaka's Her names Candy Give it to her nasty Sometimes I even taste her I'm here right now she's dressed up Hourglass shape, long hair, makeup Lookin downtown, she said right now "I want it now, I'm straight up" We're standin face to face, uh I knew right where to take her That private room called the bathroom Uh oh, here's comes the waiter
Well honey (Whatcha got Mr. Mans) I got a lot of money (I don't see no keys in my hands) Could you be my nasty girl And let me do that dirty dance witchu (If you want just give me money) Mommy (Ooo Whee Poppi) Shake that sexy body (Do you like what you see?) I just wanna nasty girl Now tell me is that nasty girl you? (I can love you long time)
East coast West coast Worldwide North side South side Let's ride Let's party all night Nasty girls come inside
Honey (Whatcha got Mr. Mans) I got a lot of money (I don't see no keys in my hands) Could you be my nasty girl And let me do that dirty dance witchu (If you want just give me money) Mommy (Ooo Whee Poppi) Shake that sexy body (Do you like what you see?) I just wanna nasty girl Now tell me is that nasty girl you? (I can love you long time)
cravings come in many sort of ways...all of a sudden...there's suddenly a craving to cry.... dunno why...suddenly it just hits me...but then there pretty ain't nothing much to cry about also...damn weird... nothing much happen... nothing bad if you all are concern...it's just a mood ba... ah well...i'll get over it..i always do...
"i almost believe this was not pretend... almost dreaming this was not the end..."
happiness is being motivated when you work... happiness is being able to listen to your fave music... happiness is being able to snack on your fave food... happiness is being able to drink your fave drink.... happiness comes in the smallest of packages...but brings the greatest value...
So Close-Jon McLaughlin You’re in my arms And all the world is calm The music playing on for only two So close together And when I’m with you So close to feeling alive
A life goes by Romantic dreams will stop So I bid mine goodbye and never knew So close was waiting, waiting here with you And now forever I know All that I wanted to hold you So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end Almost believing this was not pretend And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come So far we are so close
How could I face the faceless days If I should lose you now? We’re so close To reaching that famous happy end And almost believing this was not pretend Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are So close So close And still so far
"the reasons we believe in dreams is because we believe they will come true..."