juz woke up from a dream...and that reminds me of something that happened at farmer's market yesterday... and that led me to a conclusion...if u let a guy go....eventually he will come back...but somehow, girls juz gotta keep asking where this guy is where that guy is... although it may be a case by case basis, somehow i got the general feeling that gals sometimes tend to keep track of guys' whereabouts more... as we are touring, whenever a guy leave the group, my tendency is just oh well, he'll be back..just wait here lor... whereas for gals, normally they'll be like...eh..where they go...someone call them leiz... mmmm...does that symbolize they care more than guys in general?? perhaps...but somehow, it does feel like they are unwilling to lose control of guys and therefore must track them....
perhaps...tracking is good...but i guess i'm not a FEDex parcel... i dun like to be tracked.. i like to roam ard alot... and i guess....caring is not equivalent to control..at least in my case... mabbe that's why there's the saying if you love the person, set them free... i do not need to be free..but i just wanna have my freedom...
"if only you hear the words i didn't say... then you'll understand how i feel everyday..."