reliving a nightmare simply sux... especially one that makes you weep...
perhaps i've been living in denial...perhaps deep down inside i still cant let you go...
but why do i have to dream of it again...hopes that you were here with me...only to have it all dashed when i know it's another dream again...WHY?!?!?
is it your way of coming back to see me and visit me? perhaps... i just hope you are well...
"if only.."