you know...wat is it that people feel when they are all alone... what do ppl think of when they are enveloped by darkness, reaching out and yet unable to see aniting... what is it that you will feel when you are in such a situation...
for starters, try closing your eyes... make sure there's absolutely no sources of light and imagine yourself falling deeper and deeper into the darkness.... what do you think of now?? is there the possibility of light at the end of the darkness? if you were to continue falling into that eternal darkness, would you be afraid? kinda morbid at this thoughts...
and also, was doing some thinking after hearing lotsa things from the ppl ard me.... somehow, when a r/s fails, and if it fails because of the girl, it always boil down to 2 things...
1. there's another guy
2. the boyfren is a bastard
however, whenever i heard of breaking up between my frens and the guy is apparently not a bastard...first thought that springs to mind is tt: the gf's a bitch..and is absolutely lying about not having a new guy... okiez..it's a extremist view, but feel free to prove me wrong if you think otherwise...
that brings down to the next thing... sometimes, love just ain't enuf to sustain a r/s... modern ppl talk freedom of love, the freedom to pursue your love ones... and yet, there are still breakups, divorces and such...if 2 person are deeply in love, doesn't it means tt they can stay tog ?? as the cliche goes, love overcomes everything...
on a retrospective, looking at the olden generations where marriage last like decades and forever, their get together are often thru match-making or parents decide for them... so what is it that makes ppl stay tog? is it love?? or is it something else....this problem kinda elude me and i have absolutely no idea on wat it is...perhaps once enlightened, i might know what in the world am i looking for... (i doubt twin u can help mi on this)...
perhaps i'm looking for the eternity in a r/s... that's why the horoscope will decree i'm gonna married only thru matchmaking... and i guess... love ain't the answer that i want... for i believe, with other stuffz(i duno wat), comes love...and love does not neccessary leads to other stuffz...
"pretty words alone does not change the world...but you rock my world.."
MOTD: pissed...
