same old familiar feeling is back to haunt mi....the feeling of a pain wrecked body...a mentally drained brain....all these are back...
dun u think when sometimes u wake up and ur brain start hating the feeling of being awake but know that u have no choice....tt feeling juz simply sux...ur brain will routinely remind u of all the things u have to do even though u are starting to detest it.... i kinda hate tt feeling....
itz juz like something u love have evolve into such a stage that u feel reluctant to face it, and u do it because u feel a sense of responsibility towards it... tt feeling realli sux... i realli feel tired...mabbe itz my own fault for waking up early to play game and staying up to plae game...so my body eventualli get physically tired...but wat's more tiring is dragging my mind to carry on...
izzit realli tt possible to become sick of wat u had loved? itz a not so nice thot...juz imagine getting sick of someone u are in love with... all the warm fuzzy feelings tt fade away leaving behind a empty shell of pretence... argh...
to the things and ppl i love, i dunno wat to do except to give...to stay committed and push on, giving it my all...and mabbe tt's wat wearing me out... but apart from giving and enduring..i've no idea wat to do... ah well... i guess a candle juz have to continue to burn no matter how short its lifespan is.... otherwise...wat good is a candle...
but realli...i'm weary...i'm reallli weary le....
"sometimes when u give too much...you left nothing for yourself..."
