yest was the first day of the IHRG darts..we went in with hopes....and ended the day with our hopes dashed...out of 5 games...only managed to win 1...lost the others by a mere margin of 2-3... personally, i believe is due to that last stroke of luck that we lack and not skill... as all of us did managed to win our games at different points of time and itz juz that we din managed to win at the same time...otherwise the story might be written with a different ending...
with the results known...as in knowing that we could no longer qualify for semis...the team's journey ends.... perhaps there's some feelings of relieve...as we no longer have to fight on...yet it's mixed with the bitterness of disappointment, the regrets of not having do better in the games.... and it ain't a pretty way to conclude our 3 year of darts conquest together... but i guess...it's just meant to be... hopefully, the dart's team spirit can be passed on... and it'll be up to the younger folks from now on....
that aside...somethings worth noting are that i've a cute umpire umpiring 2 of my matches todae!!! hahaha...she's my lucky umpire lor...won the games that she umpired.... furthermore, at the end of my games...i still managed to shake her hand!! wooot~ i ain't gonna wash hand animore...lol...nah...just kidding....lol...i'm not that bian tai la!! but hopefully, i can see her tml..den if she's umpiring my match again..i'm so gonna ask her name liaoz!! hahaha....
oh...and one last note...now's like 5am...recently i've been living on surviving on 4hrs of sleep...can't sleep anymore than that...i wonder if tt's a good sign that my body had already optimise to this or is it something else....i wonder....
"it takes guts to win...but it takes even greater courage to accept your losses..."
