it's tiring...duno why...my life is tiring even when i'm not doing aniting much...when i see performance stagnant...i'll get disheartened...mabbe itz because my mental strength is not strong enuf...maybe i'll just get by with a i'll try harder next time to rid myself of the dissonance i feel in failing... mabbe...just mabbe...
i seems to forget that no one can help me....
i seems to forget that that it's only up to me...
i seems to forget that time has passed...
i seems to forget that results can be proportionate to effort...
and i guess i lost the heart...the passion....
but i guess i'll see it thru...just for one last time...
"even superman gets a break...i dun even have a kit-kat..."