trust i guess is something to be earned and not easily give...how much a person trust you and to wat extent he/she trust you...is something so intangible that i oso duno how to describe it.... at least to me...i believe that trusting someone is the equivalent of him trusting another third party...so by telling something to A, A might tell it to someone else that he trust, B...but then...B might not be the one u trust...and here we have it ...circle of trust...or untrust... so shuld i trust??? i guess the best way out is no...dun trust?? but that ain't good too... perhaps sometimes...humans should learn how to trust abit ba...giving faith in someone ain't tt diff...but somehow it leads back to the self defense mechanism of human...
have u think how diff it is to try drown yourself, choke yourself or any other things similar?? it's all because the self protecting instinct of the brain...when trying to drown yourself..you'll definitely want to fight for a breath of air...and tt kinda defeat the purpose doesn't it?? similarly, when u punch a wall or hard surface..deep down u wunt hit it with 101% force...you'll reserve some unknowingly.... oni when u can manage to make ur brain switch off then u can do all these things to hurt yourself... but somehow...the brain dun switch off easily one...oni mabbe thru drugs or damn lots of liquor....
ah well...juz food for thoughts...dun worry ppl...i wunt do anything stupid...there are still things precious to me....
"hanging on by a moment of insanity...giving up only when hope is dead...."
