according to the chinese calendar...todae is that day againz... it has been 8 years...and still....i can't forget... can't forget how things changes overnight...can't forget how things have become so different... but oh well...life just gotta go along...can't be perpetually stuck in that moment....
sometimes i do wonder...how would life be if you're still around... your leaving made me realise how precious you are to me... and made me learn how to cherish things more...and not to take things for granted so easily... wat would i turn out to be if you were around?? would i become a spoilt brat? would i become a rebel? or would i juz end up the way i am?? i've no idea too.... perhaps...nah...there aint any perhaps...
in life, we are often not granted many 2nd chances...and we juz let chances and things slip from our grasp... we watch them go away...and regret not making any efforts in keeping them... i'm guilty of all these charges...doing things that i regret....regretting the things not doing... all of these i'm guilty of... i'll do my best to learn from this... and hope i won't do it...
one thing for sure...i know i'll be seeing you again...hope it won't be anytime soon but eventually, at the end of my journey, i know you'll be there for me... i miss you...
"you'll never miss the things that are around you...but it's too late to miss them when they are gone..."
