snr camp ended yestdae...the 2 daes 1 nite of senior camp was over just lidat... to everyone who made the effort to come down and help out and participate...thanks alot... it was a nolstagic feeling to be able to relive the good old days and see some familiar faces that i have not yet seen for a long time... thanks to my CPs, who made the games entertaining...hope u all absorbed enough comments to make our actual camp a successful one...and i foresee it will be...with everyone of you workng your guts out in thinking and improving on the programs...the list of thanks is long...so to all those who helped out in one way or another...thanks... to those tt i pissed off or snap at during the past 2 daes...sorriez....
but on a side note...personally this yr camp ain't as happy as i would like it to be...i guess it'll be from the difference in roles i plaed during the camp ba...last yr was juz a cgl...juz go down to have fun n comment...lesser burden...lesser worriez...
this year however, everything have to worry...worry abt the camp schedule, the games, the logistics required, the timing to meet, and all other nitty gritty...wah..itz damn diff to have fun when u have to bear all these additional burden i guess...but ah well...so be it....
i guess the life of a maincomer is juz like a clown ba...lotsa blood, sweat and tears devoted to creating happiness for other ppl...impt thing is they are happy....
perhaps life works the same way too? sometimes there's a line between making someone else happier and being happy yourself... it's another of those issues about balance.... how to balance between keeping urself happy and making the someone u care about stay happy..... ah well.... fuggit....
"and the wonder of it all...is that you just don't realise...how much i ...."
