mmm..was bathing juz now...den i realise something...i do got quite alot of scars on my body wor...and guess wat...the topic for todae will be scars! heh...no prizes for guessing correct...
well...am looking thru the scars on my body...and then thinking of the things that brought the scars along...memories came flooding back wor... like the scars on my knees...it reminded me of my army days...back in Aust (exercise Wallaby) when i cut my knee badly until it needed 4 stitches...haha...den still got other parts when accidents or some other rubbish happen...but all that has healed...however, though the injuries have healed, the scars still remain and became a proof of all those events that had happened... but that's juz like physical scars only...am thinking...wat abt the emotional scars that ppl suffered? will there be like little scars or holes all over the heart to show that ppl had been hurt before??
somehow, it's those emotional scars that hurt the most eh? those scars that we cannot see...they gnawed at us constantly, especially late at night and no one is around...it comes back to you like a bad nitemare...slowly gnawing and eating at ur heart...causing u pain...little by little... it doesn't hurts alot at once...but part of u are being chewed out by it... but ain't scars supposed to be the proof of a healed wound? mmmm...i wonder...if so they won't hurt so much... perhaps wat remains in our heart is juz a open wound that's partially healed...doesn't totalli stopped bleeding yet...the blood juz ebbed slowly out from us... turning us inside out...
okok...shall not dwell on this topic le.... sorriez if i invoke some of the wounds in u ppl..i realli do...
hope that no one shall be hurt again ba...both emotional and physical ba...
wed le...accounting 2 in juz another 2 more daes...gee...sianz...muz work abit harder...endure endure endure...
"Needs can be satisfied but not Wants"
