itz now 5am on a wed morning...juz finish watching just like heaven...the one with the guy and reese witherspoon...yeahz...itz the wrong time for movies now that examz are juz round the corner...but for the nite..i juz can't seem to focus on any books related stuffz... juz needed a outlet for my brain to chill out itself...
the movie gimme kinda some thoughts...have any one of you ever think about the chance that u might wake up and all of a sudden, have no recollection of how the day or your past life might be?? wat would you do?? ppl are alwaes busying themselves with work, mabbe currently it would be examz...but have anyone spare a thought tt if they would wake up the next dae and suddenly juz lost their memory of wat had happened to them, forget about their frenz and family...wat would be be the last impt thing that would really matter to them? would it realli be mugging til like there's no tml??
wat would i do in such a case?? honestly...even me myself dunno the answer...perhaps all i could do would be telling my family how much i cherished them around me even though i dun realli often look like that to others...but i realli appreciate it...and also mabbe to frenz tt seemly seems to think that i do not care when i simply do.... perhaps itz juz the way we asians are..more inert with our feelings and fear of letting ppl know wat we truly think...we juz simply dun dare to tell ppl we love them cuz of fear of them scorning us, we simply juz dun dare to tell others that wat we realli think cuz we fear to be different... perhaps..being an asian is not tt great afterall...
even we know abt the existance of such fears...will we faced it and tell our family and frenz tt i cherished them? nah...i dun think i will...i'm a typical chinese kinda guy and talk is cheap... rather than tell them i love and cherished them...i rather be there for them always... help them out when they are down, cheer them on when they are blue...pui~ i sound so wei da...muahhahaa...nah..i'm not..i'm juz a simpleton that is afraid of not being able to say goodbye...
"What if I can't even say goodbye? What if I'm no longer there?"
okiez..enuf rubbish..time to zzz..before i start having imaginary frenz...
to all: good luck for examz!
