Ramblings
chinese new year is just round the corner...somehow...i still can't feel the festivity...tried to immerse myself with a couple of chinese new year dinner, lao a few yu sheng... but yet...somehow still feel missing... or rather...somebody has been missing...
my frenz also have been going thru a few rough patches in life... relationship problemz...sch work...hall conflicts...parents squabbling n nagging...haiz... does all new year have to end in such a unhappy manner... and will the new year realli bring improvement?? i duno too...somehow...life is kinda sucky nowadaes eh...
ah lian commented my life has become a bit too routine... abit like robot...yeah...and i think she has a point...my life now involve waking up, going sch, proj meeting, return hall to nap, play darts, dinner, proj, run, sleep and the cycle goes on... there ain't realli much form of entertainment or anything else... yeah..this sux..but wat to do... if u wanna improve in things, u gotta sacrifice...i've alwaes believe u muz work a certain level to achieve anything at all...and to achieve wat i want..life is wat i'm willing to sacrifice... juz keep training in my head and chiong all the way...set a target n juz wade thru the difficulties towards achieving it... determined? perhaps...but i guess itz more of pure stubborn-ness and refusal to quit...
i oso duno wat i rambling abt liaoz...got acc2 tml..shall go lie on the bed to clear my confused head... nitez ppl....
oh..Happy Chinese New year...
"The most successful ppl are the ones that sacrifice the most without ppl knowing it"
