geez...realize tt there's lotsa unhappiness ard... okiez...i admit...i'm not even that happy... my good buddy hospitalised and gonna be out of action for a couple of months, but still, life goes on... alot of my frenz, seemingly are happy...but itz juz tt they dun see the sadness that lies within... and one thing, ppl from outside will see me as juz a alcoholic who loves to drink for no reason, but itz juz the surface... somehow, they dun see the meaning behind drinking...i drink with ppl who have probz.... i drink cuz they ask me to drink with them, not cuz i want to... if there was less unhappiness, i won't have to drink as much... if ppl wanna see me as a alcholic becuz of all these, so be it...i rather be misunderstood than to let my fren wallow in sadness themselves...
its juz so easy to talk abt stuffz when u had a drop of liqour, the whole body relaxes, and stuffz that u never think u would talk abt juz came pouring out... and the things i heard...and i know... believe me...itz all not pretty.... but still...i listen on... even if i can't do a thing to help, i can at least drink and listen to your troubles....
mmmm...seems like there's quite abit of reader for my entries too... esp the story thingy... max was like finding it so funnie...ahah...am quite amused by it too..hehez....thus i shalt cont to post more on it.... seems like i can slowly develop the story into something like the crow...hhehz...die hard with a vengeance.... my way of mocking life greatest tragedy~ woot~
