mmmm...totally cannot sleep last nite...thoughts were just rushing thru my head like a train...endless possiblilities...endless endings tt i foresee in my life... all that i wanted..or thot i wanted...sometimes thinking too much is a scary thing...somehow it drains your spirits and end up denying your own existance...izzit realli true...there is no meaning in life at all...unless u find something interesting to do... mmmm...kinda true to mi...though i din find anything interesting to do... tt means i not living at all ba..