hmmm...was in a damn terrible state yesterdae...this is wat i realli call had a drop too much..okiez...not realli a drop...you couldn't realli sae 11 glasses plus 3 jugs to be a drop.... itz a whole new record high for mi... never in my life did i behave like wat i did yesterdae...
it was a total flop...i broke down totally...cried n cried like never before....all the 7yrs worth of missing, 7yrs worth of unspoken lonliness....it was all gushing forth like a fountain... all because i lost him...
but luckily..there's this bunch of ppl ard me...comforted me... gimme a hug when i need it the most... who were with me when i'm down... i guess this is wat we call true frenz... sometimes true frenz appeared in the most unexpected places and times and u will then realli appreciate them... thanx a million to u guys....
and the lesson learnt: I've lost one...but I've gained many..