damn it...what if u find out ppl had been lying to you...WHAT IF U FIND OUT TT BEHIND UR BACK, PPL HAVE BEEN BACKSTABBING YOU ALL THE WHILE...now then i know the pain in my back is not from the burdens i have shouldered, but itz from the stabs that ppl knifed at the back... itz juz tt damn fucking irritating... okiez...so being nice doesn't pay at all...or at least tt's wat i refused to believe.... but not now...being nice = ppl will take u for granted.... ppl will tend to ride on you to their destination...fucking hell.... i guess i muz be mean n nasty le... no matter how nice ppl get..why can't ppl just appreciate niceness and not take it for granted...itz juz tt damn irritating...or mabbe irritating is not strong enuf to express....i guess no word can fit it too... mabbe i'll juz do wat i do alwaes...fuck it~