din realli had a good weekend this time round... no plans to go out...even on my off day on friday...only managed to go down to comex and grab a hard disk...den end up cooping at home growing mushrooms....
sat was pretty much the same... whole day coop at home...plans to go timbre was planned...and cancelled... so pretty much whole day at home killing myself by smelling thinner... perhaps i should go take up something...plans to go be sunshine boy have yet to be executed...haizzz
well...decided to change the banner and layout abit...and yes..again! well...kinda like this picture (credits to deviantart)...
a solitary dock in the middle of the oceans in the sunset... kinda have a gloomy yet motivational feel to it... it's the end for ppl on land...but for ppl who are out in the sea... a dock actually signifies new beginning... represents a place to finally stop sailing and feel the firm ground with their feet again...
kinda represent myself too... being a dock for others...and trying to find a dock for myself... ahh...paradoxical...
and hurrah...finally managed to get a day off to slack tml..or rather...later in the day... shall enjoy this weekday break fully... after a tiring week at work... i so wanna a break... yes...i know...i only come back from japan only 2 mths ago... but still...i want a small break...ahhz...
and i've finally gotten my first cufflink shirt...finally..i can put the cuff links i received for this year to good use.. well... i wunt mind more such shirts though...any volunteers? damn...330am...time to slp...
"if you think you reach the end, just turn around..."
i've always like sunset over the sea...and it's kinda cool to see the skies and the sea meet together in the distant horizon.... kinda makes u feel how small you are....kinda makes u realise how lonely is it do be sitting there gazing at the sunset alone....makes u realise how thankful you are to have ppl that share that instant with you...
been quite some time since i last went for a midnite movie at JP... unwilling to be home too early on a fri night... decided to go catch deathrace at JP with my bro...
movie wasn't that big deal...but it's just the walk back tt gotten mi to think back abt the times when i often went for midnite movies... the long walk back into NTU... the occasional stops at the supper places and at "the sun" to get some snacks and drinks along the way... and on a few occasions... the lone trek out of NTU via jalan bahar there to go home... those were the days...
too bad...it ain't gonna be back anymore...
"the raindrops that came down from heaven... the souls that rises up there..."
i know..singapore dun realli have summer...but i just kinda like this song...
kinda remind mi of when i was younger...doing wateva i please... not like now...bounded by the expectations of ppl...bounded by expectations of myself... kinda tiring to be carrying a burden like this....ah well... life goes on...
abit sick after running in the rain on sunday...when you are old... it's realli ez to fall sick...think with the lousy immune systems...with the excess work..the lack of sleep... it does weaken ppl to quite a considerable extent...ahh...damn it... hopefully can slp thru this ordeal... slp is realli one of the best thing to counter sickness... either u slp and recover...or u juz slp and never wake up...choy choy choy.... touchwood...i'll recover... no worries...
oh ya... been thinking of having a battle scene for my 1/144 dearies... soon i will execute tt plan... need to improve on all the seed gunpla and learn abt weathering and such...soon soon...
as i move on..i'll publish my wip on the other site... stay tuned...
"the parts are the things that link to the main body... "
mmm...todae is considered a decent day... stayed in with my lovelies to work on them....completed my musha... and touched up a couple of SDs... will post up the fotos soon i hope...ahah...been lazy to set up to take the fotos...
had a pretty good supper on fri... caught up with a couple of folks... den bought a new pair of pants from g2k on sat... i would guess it's been a good weekend...except from the fact that i was confronted by london for something...work related...tt pissed mi off... ahah... at the instance... the thot of tendering to prove my innocence actually flash across my head...but nopez...i'm not tt stupid... or impulsive for that matter...
and yes...today is the day singapore won its first silver olympic medal in 48 yrs... or rather... the PR's we recruited won it for us... good job nonetheless... and caught abit of the badminton match finals... lin dan was indeed overpowering... and michaels phelps still rule!
oh ya...plz tell mi the available dates u all are okiez for the weekend... i'm intending it to be one of the weekends in sep...are u all okiez? tag mi and let me know...
"the reason is never really what...it's more of who..."
sometimes...it's harder to hurt ppl than be hurt... revenge is alwaes a easy way out... bringing pain and suffering upon others to alleviate the pain... however, the hurt that remains haunts far more than being hurt itself... i guess it realli is harder to forgive...
i do know that sometimes there are things when i should have said..but simply do not... and sometimes it's the other way round... however, i believe that in all aspects... actions shows more than what words represent... but i guess sometimes, to ppl... words are all that matters...
you can say the things that you never do... you can promise ppl the world... but without making good on that promise... it just dun mean aniting to me...
rather than saying the things i can't do...i'll rather do the things i can't say...
btw, ani hall folks up for a chalet notz...there's this chalet plan tt's like buzzing ard for the past couple of months...but no actual plans was draft up... so now...44 folks and frens...who up for chalet? tell me and i'll work it out...
i've never been a person to give flowers... but there's alwaes a first for everything... kinda like the feel to be able to bring a smile to ppl... kind prove tt my existence does make ppl glad....
good tt despite hastily putting tog everything so last min... part 1,2 and 3 went well... let's hope part 4 will be great as well...
to all the aug babies... happy birthday...
"the circle is there...it just depends whether are you willing to be in or out..."
went back for foc sp nite... good to see so mani snrs there...good to see freshies enjoying themselves... reminded mi of the past when i was younger and more energetic... running here there everywhere... the past is alwaes betta... i guess...
