argh...i lost my fone...damn it...
i'll be getting ur contacts again from u ppl soon..stay tuned...
"when you lose it..it's gone! $%#!#^%@*#^"
Saturday, March 31, 2007
4:50 AM
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
i was suddenly thinking...having a blog allows a channel for you to post your thoughts, vent ur frustrations, tell ppl of ur lifes....or at least a little part of it... somehow...you'll never know who's reading your blog... do ppl realli wanna all these online disclosure of their lives to ppl they never knew? mabbe a blog is to tell frens of how u are, where you memories lies...but somehow...it juz kinda struck mi as a truman in the "truman show"... where ur life is a show for other ppl to watch... should it be that way??
and wat's my purpose in blogging then?? a fad at tt point of time so juz blog along? i can't realli seem to remember...but i realise one thing....for someone who treasures privacy as much as me, it's kinda incredible to be blogging...
"i look out this small window, and tears just silently fell..."
and wat's my purpose in blogging then?? a fad at tt point of time so juz blog along? i can't realli seem to remember...but i realise one thing....for someone who treasures privacy as much as me, it's kinda incredible to be blogging...
"i look out this small window, and tears just silently fell..."
5:09 AM
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Monday, March 26, 2007
kinda long no blog eh...i guess it would attribute to the fact that life has been pretty smooth sailing...with the exception of FYP, which i handed in last fri...life's been pretty good on me...aha...that accounts for the lesser ramblings in this blogspace... where it's mainly a place for me to whine n die...(wine n dine better i guess...okiez...lousy pun..).. been trying to come up for lyrics....music n lyrics... let's hope that the day will come when i can hear my own song...
"a lie ain't no good if it's revealed, a truth ain't any good if it wasn't told..."
"a lie ain't no good if it's revealed, a truth ain't any good if it wasn't told..."
4:34 AM
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
people sometimes don't live their own lives...rather, they choose to lead other ppl lives.... be it out of guilt, out of self-protection, they'll try to convince themselves that they are happy and fine in front of others...but deep inside, their hearts may be burning and bleeding and still they refuse to let anyone into their heart... mabbe this is exceptionally true for guys?? alwaes seemingly to have this macho exterior that everything is cool and fine where deep inside, everything is perhaps a tangled mess...
"each smile you see is one more lies he tells...."
I was born to love you - Queen
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day...
chorus:
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life
You are the one for me
I am the man for you
You were made for me
You're my ecstasy
If I was given every opportunity
I'd kill for your love
So take a chance with me
Let me romance with you
I'm caught in a dream
And my dream's come true
It's so hard to believe
This is happening to me
An amazing feeling
Comin' through
chorus
I wanna love you
I love every little thing about you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Yes I was born to love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Every single day - of my life
An amazing feeling
Coming through
chorus
Yes I was born to love you
Every single day of my life
Go, I love you babe
Yes I was born to love you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
I wanna love you
I get so lonely, lonely, lonely
Yeah, I want to love you
Yeah, give it to me
"each smile you see is one more lies he tells...."
I was born to love you - Queen
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day...
chorus:
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life
You are the one for me
I am the man for you
You were made for me
You're my ecstasy
If I was given every opportunity
I'd kill for your love
So take a chance with me
Let me romance with you
I'm caught in a dream
And my dream's come true
It's so hard to believe
This is happening to me
An amazing feeling
Comin' through
chorus
I wanna love you
I love every little thing about you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Yes I was born to love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Every single day - of my life
An amazing feeling
Coming through
chorus
Yes I was born to love you
Every single day of my life
Go, I love you babe
Yes I was born to love you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
I wanna love you
I get so lonely, lonely, lonely
Yeah, I want to love you
Yeah, give it to me
3:59 AM
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Sunday, March 18, 2007
Chris Daughtry It's Not Over Lyrics
I was blown away
What could I say
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life.
But good things in life are hard to find.
I'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?
(Well I'll try to do to right this time around)
Let's start over,
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over.
I've taken all I can take
And I cannot wait
We're wasting too much time
Being strong and holding on
Can't let it bring us down
My life with you means everything
So I won't give up that easily
I'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?
[ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ]
Cause it's all misunderstood
(Well I'll try to do to it right this time around)
Let's start over,
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over.
We can't let this get away
Let it out, let it out
Don't get caught up in yourself
Let it out.
Let's start over
Well try to do to it right this time around
Its not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over.
Lets start over
Its not over
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over
What could I say
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life.
But good things in life are hard to find.
I'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?
(Well I'll try to do to right this time around)
Let's start over,
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over.
I've taken all I can take
And I cannot wait
We're wasting too much time
Being strong and holding on
Can't let it bring us down
My life with you means everything
So I won't give up that easily
I'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?
Cause it's all misunderstood
(Well I'll try to do to it right this time around)
Let's start over,
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over.
We can't let this get away
Let it out, let it out
Don't get caught up in yourself
Let it out.
Let's start over
Well try to do to it right this time around
Its not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over.
Lets start over
Its not over
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over
3:22 PM
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Thursday, March 15, 2007
this an explicit song...not for minors...but ooh yeah...i love the sound of it...listening to it for 50plus times lor...bwhahahhaa.....
Akon I wanna fuck you Lyrics
(featuring: Snoop Dogg)
[Akon:] Konvict...Music...and you know we Up front.
[Chorus: Akon]
I see you windin and grindin up on that pole,
I know u see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
Girl...
[Snoop Dogg]
Money in the air as mo feel grab you by your coat tail take you to the motel,
hoe sale,
dont tell,
wont tell,
baby say I dont talk dogg but she told on me,
oh well,
take a picture wit me,
what the flick gon do,
baby stick to me & ima stick on u,
if u pick me then ima pick on you,
d-o-double g and im here to put this dick on you,
I'm stuck on pussy and yours is right,
rip ridin them poles and them doors is tight
and ima get me a shot for the end of the night 'cause pussy is pussy and baby ur pussy for life.
[Chorus: Akon]
I see you windin and grindin up on that pole,
I know u see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
[Akon]
Shorty I can see u aint lonely handful of niggas n they all got G's,
see u lookin at me now whats it gonna be just another tease far as I can see,
tryin get u up out this club if it means spendin' a couple dubs,
throwin bout 30 stacks in the back make it rain like that 'cause I'm far from a scrub,
[ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ]
u kno my pedigree,
ex-deala use to move phetamines,
girl I spend money like it dont mean nothin and besides I got a thing for u.
[Chorus: Akon]
I see you windin and grindin up on that pole,
I know u see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
Girl...
[Snoop Dogg]
Mobbin' through club in low pressin im sittin in the back in the smokers section (just smokin),
birds eye,
I got a clear view, you cant see me but I can see u (baby I see u),
its cool we jet the mood is set,
your pussy is wet u rubbin your back and touchin your neck,
ur body is movin' u humpin' n jumpin' ur titties is bouncin' u smilin' n grinnin' n lookin at me.
[Akon]
Girl n while your looking at me im ready to hit the caddy right up on the patio move the patty to the caddy,
baby you got a phatty the type I like to marry wantin to just give u everythin n thats kinda scary,
'cause I'm lovin the way you shake your ass , bouncin', got me tippin' my glass,
Normally dont get caught up to fast but I got a thing for you.
[Chorus: Akon]
I see you windin and grindin up on that pole,
I know you see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
[Chorus: Akon]
I see you windin and grindin up on that pole,
I know you see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
Girl...
"dun blame life for who you are, blame yourself for who you are not..."
MOTD: chirpy
Akon I wanna fuck you Lyrics
(featuring: Snoop Dogg)
[Akon:] Konvict...Music...and you know we Up front.
[Chorus: Akon]
I see you windin and grindin up on that pole,
I know u see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
Girl...
[Snoop Dogg]
Money in the air as mo feel grab you by your coat tail take you to the motel,
hoe sale,
dont tell,
wont tell,
baby say I dont talk dogg but she told on me,
oh well,
take a picture wit me,
what the flick gon do,
baby stick to me & ima stick on u,
if u pick me then ima pick on you,
d-o-double g and im here to put this dick on you,
I'm stuck on pussy and yours is right,
rip ridin them poles and them doors is tight
and ima get me a shot for the end of the night 'cause pussy is pussy and baby ur pussy for life.
[Chorus: Akon]
I see you windin and grindin up on that pole,
I know u see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
[Akon]
Shorty I can see u aint lonely handful of niggas n they all got G's,
see u lookin at me now whats it gonna be just another tease far as I can see,
tryin get u up out this club if it means spendin' a couple dubs,
throwin bout 30 stacks in the back make it rain like that 'cause I'm far from a scrub,
[ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ]
u kno my pedigree,
ex-deala use to move phetamines,
girl I spend money like it dont mean nothin and besides I got a thing for u.
[Chorus: Akon]
I see you windin and grindin up on that pole,
I know u see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
Girl...
[Snoop Dogg]
Mobbin' through club in low pressin im sittin in the back in the smokers section (just smokin),
birds eye,
I got a clear view, you cant see me but I can see u (baby I see u),
its cool we jet the mood is set,
your pussy is wet u rubbin your back and touchin your neck,
ur body is movin' u humpin' n jumpin' ur titties is bouncin' u smilin' n grinnin' n lookin at me.
[Akon]
Girl n while your looking at me im ready to hit the caddy right up on the patio move the patty to the caddy,
baby you got a phatty the type I like to marry wantin to just give u everythin n thats kinda scary,
'cause I'm lovin the way you shake your ass , bouncin', got me tippin' my glass,
Normally dont get caught up to fast but I got a thing for you.
[Chorus: Akon]
I see you windin and grindin up on that pole,
I know you see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
[Chorus: Akon]
I see you windin and grindin up on that pole,
I know you see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know
Girl...
"dun blame life for who you are, blame yourself for who you are not..."
MOTD: chirpy
3:19 AM
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Monday, March 12, 2007
went out to this middle eastern restaurant for dinner last weekend... kinda like a guys night out....the food there pretty good...value for money...ambience was pretty sweet too...and guess what? we smoke sisha! haha...first time trying out that thingy...kinda interesting...lol...let the pics do the talking ba... i foresee more of such decadent nights.....
The Sisha "machine"!
2 guys enjoying a puff...
the decadent smoker...
and... the smoke breathing beast!
The Sisha "machine"!
2 guys enjoying a puff...
the decadent smoker...
and... the smoke breathing beast!
2:35 PM
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Saturday, March 10, 2007
came across this song...find it very nice...especially the lyrics...enjoy...
Wish you'd bring me candies
when I feel lonely
dream that you were my husband-to-be
in 365 all I ask is one name it after me
Wish you'd write my name
on your favorite palm tree
look in my eyes love is all you can see
night and day I dream that things are the way
before will you love me more
Where when and why did you make me cry
Loneliness has become another part of life
Tears running strong and angels have gone
Don't know how to carry on
Baby I need you now
I need your arms to hold me tight tonight
Please turn the lights down low
and feel my body glow whisper and flow
Baby I need you now
I need your strength to hold me down tonight
the world is out of sight
cause you are all that I've been searching for
the way you make me feel adored
"to love, to be loved... depends on what you can see..."
Wish you'd bring me candies
when I feel lonely
dream that you were my husband-to-be
in 365 all I ask is one name it after me
Wish you'd write my name
on your favorite palm tree
look in my eyes love is all you can see
night and day I dream that things are the way
before will you love me more
Where when and why did you make me cry
Loneliness has become another part of life
Tears running strong and angels have gone
Don't know how to carry on
Baby I need you now
I need your arms to hold me tight tonight
Please turn the lights down low
and feel my body glow whisper and flow
Baby I need you now
I need your strength to hold me down tonight
the world is out of sight
cause you are all that I've been searching for
the way you make me feel adored
"to love, to be loved... depends on what you can see..."
1:35 AM
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Friday, March 09, 2007
went to watch "300" the other day...omg....it was really fabulous....a total guy show....totally set your testerone boiling....every guy in the show have like frickin 8 packs.....madness! the cinematic was artfully done...story line was good too...action was frickin good oso...damn shiok to watch the show... wahhh....come back den straight away whack gym....start our spartan training!
from now on.....we'll fight the spartan way!
"for SPARTA~~~"
from now on.....we'll fight the spartan way!
"for SPARTA~~~"
5:28 AM
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
mmm...what is it that matters in your life?? the older i get, the more i reminisce about the past...somehow, i'll be alwaes talking about the good old days...be it the good old JC daes...the suffering army days...the first year of uni...everytime it'll be about the past... i look back and alwaes miss those days...days of fun, joy, and no worries... i turn my head and look forward....i dun see any clear path in front of me..haiz...sianz ar! life sux... perhaps i'm not a purposeful person... more of a do things only when i have no other choice kind ba... argh....sianz nite! pui pui pui!
"teach me how to forget, teach me how to cherish....teach me about the things i'll never get it back..."
MOTD: sianz
"teach me how to forget, teach me how to cherish....teach me about the things i'll never get it back..."
MOTD: sianz
5:31 AM
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Tuesday, March 06, 2007
some general updates ba....
been busying myself with FYP, resort management projs and reading up on how to use dreamweaver for my IT modules... the nites are getting more n more fruitful as stuffz can get down...i've even managed to squeeze in a chionging session last week to double O....rather fun and "happening" night...my evenings are packed with gyms, badmintons...times running out...but at least things are getting done...that's alwaes a good sign i guess... oh..been accepted to the GSS stuffz liao oso..tt means i can get to go UCLA..woohooo~ Ahmalika!! here i come....but one thing...it clashed with my damn reservice...sad!! either muz defer for reservist...or hope for early bookout...but early bookout abit diff oso i guess...might defer yet again...tmd!! see how it goes ba....
heard good news from a fren too... happy happy wor!! mabbe shuld make u give treat...lol... buay lugi... yeah....for now...F-UP FYP!!! wooo~~
oh ya..one more thing...300 on wed nite!! woohh~~~
"tonite we will die(dine?) in hell!"
MOTD: joyous
another quote i came up with...i simply love it...must put down before i lose it from my memory...
"a fool do the right things at the wrong time....
a idiot do the wrong things every time...
a lazy bum never do anything every time...
but it takes a genius to do only the right things at the right time..."
been busying myself with FYP, resort management projs and reading up on how to use dreamweaver for my IT modules... the nites are getting more n more fruitful as stuffz can get down...i've even managed to squeeze in a chionging session last week to double O....rather fun and "happening" night...my evenings are packed with gyms, badmintons...times running out...but at least things are getting done...that's alwaes a good sign i guess... oh..been accepted to the GSS stuffz liao oso..tt means i can get to go UCLA..woohooo~ Ahmalika!! here i come....but one thing...it clashed with my damn reservice...sad!! either muz defer for reservist...or hope for early bookout...but early bookout abit diff oso i guess...might defer yet again...tmd!! see how it goes ba....
heard good news from a fren too... happy happy wor!! mabbe shuld make u give treat...lol... buay lugi... yeah....for now...F-UP FYP!!! wooo~~
oh ya..one more thing...300 on wed nite!! woohh~~~
"tonite we will die(dine?) in hell!"
MOTD: joyous
another quote i came up with...i simply love it...must put down before i lose it from my memory...
"a fool do the right things at the wrong time....
a idiot do the wrong things every time...
a lazy bum never do anything every time...
but it takes a genius to do only the right things at the right time..."
4:12 AM
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