Saturday, December 31, 2005
after thoughts
well...inter hall darts is finally over...months long of training came to a culmination todae... we crashed out in the quarter finals with a results of 4 wins and 2 losses... comparing this result with last year...it's not that fantastic...but considering that the team is a very young team..it's a result worth applauding...i'm veri grateful for the chance to be part of the darts team... and here's are the credits...
to the seniors, ser yang n weiming... thanks alot...realli appreciate all the effort in helping us to train up the new blood...duno wat will we do without the both of u all... the pep talks, the corrections given and the time given to them...it's all these little little things that enable us to get so far in the limited amount of time... thanks a lot...
to zhuohao, yoke peng... thanks for the effort in coming down for training...and in playing your hearts out for the team...i know u all got the desire to play n win for the hall n personal pride... and both of u are super committed to the team... haa...duno how the team will survive without u 2 pillars...let's work hard next yr and graduate with a bang ya? hehz...
to esther, seng, lichuan, ah lian.... thanks for the effort in coming down for training...you all are one great bunch...no matter how tired u all are...u all juz one committed bunch of ppl...realli enjoy the time spent with all of u... i will treasure these moments for a long time to come...ppl may enter n leave the team...but u all staed on nonetheless... thanks ya...haa...next yr all of u muz stae on and keep the spirit going too ya..we can make it...
to the few supporters n ppl who never failed to wish mi luck... thanks all of u...
ur luck make it possible to win my opponents who was leading me...haa...i think all these little bit of luck make my victories possible...oh..and to the security guard pro...thanks for the advices..haa..though impossible for u to see it..
yupz...so tt's all the credits...now for some realization...
thru the games...i alwaes am the one lagging behind my opponent... den came frm behind to snatch victory frm their mouth...the feeling was damn good...haha....and thus from this i conclude one thing...i muz be pissed before i can focus... den i can perform...haha...itz a realli bad way to do things...and this..i muz improve on it...
and 2 names i wunt forget...kelvin n chungkai... i'll be back next yr for revenge...
3:20 AM
Friday, December 30, 2005
sianz...
lost darts...fucked it up...sianz...kill me plz...
-end-
3:56 AM
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
songz...
been listening to a couple of songs...
wonderful tonite
blue eyes blue
tears in heaven
go figure ba..
4:40 AM
songz...
been listening to a couple of songs...
wonderful tonite
blue eyes blue
tears in heaven
go figure ba..
4:40 AM
Saturday, December 17, 2005
a week of neverending business...
twinz complaint abt the lack of update liaoz..so shall update todae..
had a rather good week i guess...trainings goes on as normal...kena trashed by security guard in darts...a rather "good" experience i would say...cuz it really destroy all the accumulated morale and false thinkings of how good a person is... i gotta start from scratch againz... kinda worried over the darts team though..hmm...let's hope the good name won't be tarnished...and as wat pravin alwaes sae..it oni takes 3 good players to win the game...hope i can be one of them and not the "sai ka" i alwaes am...
well...almost went to watch king kong....yeah..almost..sianz...still feel like watching the giant monkey...damnz...any takers interested? and next week narnia is coming out..hurrah~ finalli..i shall refused to watch the dvd tt steph bought and wait patiently for narnia to be out...
yest went to queensway too...had a good time shopping...bought 2 tees....a pullover..a pair of levis jeans... spent 200 bucks in all..wth...haha...i muz be mad rite...oh well..christmas period shopping..pampered myself abit ba..haha..cuz dun think i will recieve any present from anyone rite?? haha...plz gimme present santa...i think i've been good this year though...**wink**
9:50 PM
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
如果.爱
<<如果.爱>>
每个人都想明白
谁是自己生命不该错过的真爱
特别在午夜醒来更是会感慨
心动埋怨还有不能释怀
都是因为你触碰了爱
如果这就是爱
再转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉
哦爱在回忆里总是那么明白
困惑的心流过的泪
还有数不清黑夜等待
如果这就是爱
如果你当时明白
后来的生命里是快乐还是悲哀
特别在夜深人静时想起未来
是否能平静不会想现在
只是因为你拥有了爱
如果这就是爱
再转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤
就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉
哦爱在回忆里总是那么明白
困惑的心
流过的泪
还有数不清黑夜等待
如果这就是爱
如果这就是爱
this is one song that has caught on me... somehow i think itz veri nice...mabbe cuz itz by jacky chang ba...is this love? perhaps....
4:36 AM
Monday, December 12, 2005
there's no harm in crying...
watch the episode of afterburn n bottomline on tv on sat...itz a tribute to eddie gurrero who has passed on... somehow it gotten me damn sad...yeah..itz wrestling...and ya..they are fake...but when u see how those big strong guys cried over the loss of a fellow wrestler n fren..it gotten me tearing oso... guys like them are strong...but still, they cried...and when guys cry..u can know tt their loss is genuine and affect them deep down inside... especially for someone like me who grew up watching wrestling...the loss affects mi still...somehow i'm reminded of the times when i lost a kin...and yeah...the feeling sux...
well...this post shall be dedicated to the late eddie gurrero... god bless ur soul...
12:57 AM
Saturday, December 10, 2005
dreamz once more...
went to watch perhaps love juz now at jp with yp under heavy recommendation frm twinz n kamz... indeed...itz nice...haa...and itz great tt even yp appreciate the show wor...haa..thanx xiaomei for going with mi ar..haa... alwaes gd fun to go out with u on movies n walk back the long way to come back...lol...romantic ar...haaa...
but the show somehow gimme insights againz...lol...like takeshi...i dun like sleeping much...sleeping will gimme dreamz and dreamz will end the moment you wake up.. i guess sweet dreamz now has lost itz meaning to me...having sweet dreamz somehow is the same as losing somethings that dreamt of the moment u wake up...if u are having a sweet dreamz...waking up will juz dashed all the sweetness tt u had in ur dreamz...everything is juz gone the moment u open ur life...and luckily most ppl dun remember dreamz tt well..perhaps mabbe tt's why they dun feel the pang of loss tt i alwaes felt... but itz good tt the same wierd things dun happen to others ba...
oh..todae oso went to support my hall IH netball match...got trounced quite badly...but can see tt the girls are playing hard...esp cat who defended the ball quite well..chasing n chasing for the ball.. and no i not saying this out of favortism ar... but i'm sure ppl can see tt her play was pretty good...well..juz jiayou ba... geez...i too got my own fair share of IH...i foresee more training ahead...haiz...
had hockey training todae...realised my stamina is realli not wat it used to be... though it wasn't much the last time...sianz... run abit i shag out liaoz...bleahz..sux...need more training...but aching all over...pui~ but oh well...good... training is good...
okiez..shall zzz..bleahz...
3:23 AM
Thursday, December 01, 2005
sense of anguish...sense of realization...
sianz...feeling damn sick... but somehow, 4 plus liaoz...oso duno why cannot sleep..this is chamz.... izzit something weighing on my mind??? perhaps...i oso dunno...i oso dunwan to know ba...somehow i am left in a state of confusion... argh...oso dunno why...been dreaming lots too...lotsa rubbishy dreamz...seldom kena comboed so much dreamz...even little naps of 20 mins oso can dreamz....think my brain is working overtime.... oh welll....ignore all those nonsense thots...
**lapse**
mon we started working in the library...we as in the 44 guys and mi la...den midway during the day...we started gossiping...we started gossiping abt the scandals tt occur in hall...lol...and boy...quite a few wor... den we started talking abt wat we wanted out from our future mates...
and ah ha...i realise wat i want out of my future wife le...
my criteria:
1. Cannot live further than commonweatlth on the EW line, not more than CCK on the NS line..
2. if fail to meet this criteria...muz be rich then...
3. no other criteria
other ppl one will not be posted here..haa...but somehow the guys feels tt this is a restrictive criteria...lol..cuz oni limit to west side...lol...so i shall sae bb to all the girls from other side le....
bb~
4:05 AM
