well... shall do a weekly summary ba...this week...not been very happening...but god has been kind to me too... gotten a few days of fun... went shopping...movie... juz a nice simple week with my frenz... oh..and my fren gotten mi my absolut citrus too..heez... one more absolut to my collection...hehez... cool~

hmm..FOC starting too...letz hope that it'll be one hell of a time ba...haha... perhaps this sun shall explain the northern part of singapore..ahaa..sun plaza...mmm..never been b4...lol...shall be a whole new experience i guess...

mmm...shall update after snr camp on sat...ciaoz...

Hey girl, what is the matter?
You're crying your heart out again.
Don't lie, girl
This was not some accident
Your bruises, they give you away
Your face sighs in shades of blue purple
Your eyes tell a story of pain

Walk away
You're worth more than he'll ever realise
Baby walk away
Spare yourself this pain
Can't you see that he's not worth it?
You're not meant to be treated this way
Baby walk away

You say that you really love him
You say that he'll know this someday
But your face still sighs in blue purple
Your eyes tell a story of shame

Walk away
You're worth more than he'll ever realise
Baby walk away
Spare yourself this pain
Can't you see that he's not worth it?

You've been waiting for his love for so many years
Well girl, you may not live to see that day
Baby walk away

You're not meant to be treated this way
Baby walk away
Baby walk away
Baby walk away

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ah...finally gotten the lyrics for corinne may's song " walk away"... somehow this song kinda intruige me as it seems quite applicable for a few of my frenz wor... those that are kinda stuck in a bad relationship... haiz...all lack the courage to move on... oh well..hope this song can bring courage to them ba...

aniwae todae was spent painting banner... suprisingly..3 guys do work damn fast... finish it in just one afternoon...though it was nothing spectacular...but oh well...hope that it looks good in the eyes of the freshies ba... yawnz...tired...spent the whole nite fixing up my computer...took it down to fujitsu service centre and all they told mi was that it was infected with virus...any other attempts to anything with it need money...yawnz...$$$... lucky i'm good enuf to fix up my own com...pui...i shall rely on myself in future....

Cravings: home
Desires: 1x good rest
Philosophy: " to rest is to walk a longer distance, to love is to last a lifetime"

hmmm...life is like a roller coaster...it went up slowly... all of a sudden it juz wooshes down...suprises attack you in waves and not all of them are pleasant... but oh well...itz life..gotta take it..every down that u been through..will juz lead u to a higher up in life...
been working hard for the week...working...and going out...been trying real hard to catch up with all my frenz...dunwan to prove tt the theory of going into uni will lose all ur previous fren true.. tt's why muz make an effort to catch up...haiz...frenship is such a strenous thing... sigh...

oh...yesterdae was fathers' day...ppl all celebrating fathers' day...whereas i'm in hall...mech camp has ended...and it was rather fun... and almost all the locals went home to celebrate fathers' day with their families....mmm...life seems to be good for them...

fathers' day...to a fatherless person...somehow just din seems to mean anything any longer...gone were the days of going out for a nice dinner...making cards for dad...all of it was gone with his passing... somehow...somehow....fathers' day will never be the same again... cuz..wat's fathers' day if u dun have one rite? it juz lost itz meaning...

Cravings: something lost..
Desires : something gone..
Philosophy: only when u have it, den u can lose it..but only when u lost it, den u will remember it

geez..ok..been thru some ups and down...now am finalli at home..waiting to go to my camp for my mobilization briefing...boring...stupid mob...bleahz.. take it as a chance to see some of my army frenz ba..ahah.. after that still gotta go down fer mech camp...haiyohz..hope the jc kiddos are good...

hmmm..newspaper oso publish the news that from next yr onwards, halls will be allocated based on how far u live from NTU...ie: ppl like mi who live outside ntu will not get anymore hall le...no matter how hard i work fer it... and we were like...oh wah....NTU is damn smart wor...such a policy will totally encourage ppl to siam all the IH, IBG, wateva events the JCRC comes up with...and tt's so totally HAPPENING~... hall will juz be a huge congregation of ppl whose names are too long to be spelt or juz 2 words... and tt's like so COOL... cuz as long as u live far away...u can get halls...and i'm sure non-singaporean shuld live quite far from ntu ba... and congrats to all the slackers who dun participate in hall...u are gonna get hall next yr...and years to come too...thanks to ur parents who are easterner... life will never be the same againz... juz imagine a life of mug in sch, mug in hall reading room, mug in room~ woooohooo~ tt's so appealing...
juz can't imagine tt the hall com are so damn smart wor... if students like us can foresee such probz...mabbe they can too...but since itz announced le..doubt it ba... well..guess they either got to refine this policy..or bin it totalli... cuz itz so totalli SUCKY~....booo~~ **throw rotten eggs**
such a policy to increase the studious level of ppl in hall... increase the NOLIFENESS of hall life...i'm so sure future generations are going to enjoy it for years to come... #%*^%(&)*()%$$

the other dae was having a talk with my hall resident councilor too...he was thinking of getting more equipment for hall entertainment...and poof...this policy came..ahah...why bother get equipment when policy simply encourages mugging in room, splendid isolation( juz like old Britain)..the stuffz are juz gonna be there to accumulate dust aniway... yeah..anyway...PUI to the policy...**gargh....pui~~**

bleahz..shall get back to my gaming le...i guess this is the reaction tt dan n meow expected when they broke the news to mi ba? haha...

Cravings: travel
Desires: dun go for mob briefing
Philosophy: things will happen oni if u ask.. if i can't ask..plz ask mi to ask u...

mmm..there's something abt may that make me love it...May is the my birth month..and yeah..tt's good.. oso..been veri into Corinne May's songs recently...find them all quite nice wor...though some songs are sad..well...i like sad songs... especially walk away...gee...totally know who to dedicate the song to lor... " you're not meant to be treated that way, baby just walk away..." oooh...nice hor..shall try n find her 2nd album...aha..

FOC nearing...geez...muz up gear to get into shape..and get everyhtings done..clan identity...banners...geez..all those haven do yet..haiz...den still muz compile a cheer list...guess tiz the time to turn on the siao on mode once againz...one last time...b4 i start getting too old for all these...afterall, am no longer a freshie afterall...

Cravings: Food
Desires: May
Philosophy: everything can be done in the nick of time...

damnz...my laptop is down..for someone who live in hall..a chui laptop oni implies one thing..lifeless...no msn...no games...and the worst thing is..my freecell record that i built up...is gone...argh....shux... this is so irritating...was ok when i went to orchard...den when i came back...tadaa...it muz be that acursed place working itz voodoo on me...haiz... damnz... damnz...argh...i wanna my lappie back..muz get it to work by this week...

speaking abt orchard...geez..itz pretty much the same...crowded...bad traffic... haiz..still dun like it.. youngsters like orchard ard..go there let ppl watch..watch ppl...but none of which are the kind of activities that i will engage upon...but yest went there for a purpose...a mini jc class gathering..or sort of..though my main target was the bottle of baileys' that my fren bought for me during her grad tour... the dinner was kinda ok... had some fun talking abt the past...and gotten a good look at ppl...how they change...or had not change... though it was only like for an hour or 2...but somehow it's enuf...gone are the jc days where we can behave like brats and while the time away...everyone is bounded by commitments to work, sch etc etc...so cannot stay out late... thus this brings a rather abrupt end to a gathering...mmm....life is indeed no longer the same...

and once again..drag back to the topic of horoscope...gee...somehow my horoscope always sae got chance for romantic encounter...and yet everyday i see none...haa...does it means everyday is a romance for me? every little things that happen attribute to being romantic..bleah..doubt so..haa... for now..dun see any flowers blossom in front of me....and it shall stay that way..ahaha... and horoscope are not that accurate as i thot it would be wor...ahaa...

Cravings: Laptop
Desires: For lappy to be repaired
Philosophy: effort have to be put in to put back something that is spoilt...

mmm...wanted to get a corrine may cd but can't find it in music junction...sianz ....so juz gotta make do with the first album...but nonetheless, it was rather nice...the music though abit chritiany but still...itz quite good...haa...shall later bring it home and enjoy it through the nite...had a rather nice Fish n CO dinner juz now...haha...at least satisfied my cravings for fish..tml going for sushi....buffet i hope..haha.. but at least itz free...aha...cuz treat from cousin...haa... okiez...waiting for my clothes to dry..nothing much to blog about for now..abit the uninspired...

Cravings: Sushi
Desires : Nil
Philosophy: the end of the road is only reach when you truely have no way to go...

well...as the saying song...behind every successful man..there's a woman behind...and i'm quite glad that's 2 women behind me..haa...2 women supporting my endeavour to lose weight...tt's quite a effective thing...it feels good to hand control of my life over to others...haa...dun need to think too much...this i cannot eat...that i cannot eat...muz go run...muz go gym... haha...i din know that soreness from exercise can feel this good..aha...guess at this rate..i'll be able to get back into shape very fast ba...ahha...

working life has been quite a experience for me too...esp juggling 2 jobs for 6 days a week... doing mundane, monotonous library job...plus dynamic paintball facilitator when anytime a stray bullet can hit u...aint tt exciting? haha...and yeah..when the bullets it..it does hurt...contrary to wat ppl may sae... yeah..and the pay's good..ahah...rich rich lor...lol...

Cravings: Run
Desires : Run more
Philosophy: a little step a day goes a long way...

hehe..life been good...been training hard....working hard...and everything seems to fall into place le...haa...think mabbe this month realli quite good..hehe... now i know...contentment is the key to happiness...when u dun desire much..even little things can make u happy..hehe...juz a simple run...dinner can make my day...haha...think my expectations of life has drop wor...no longer going fer the fine dining and other material needs..haa.. okiez...when life is too good..seems like i got nothing to blog...hala..

Craving: NIL
Desire: NIL
Philosophy: life is a wonderous thing...treasure it...enjoy it...

haha...recently horoscope has been going damn well for mi..seems like june is my month wor...lol...and exerpt of my horoscope for this month..and oh ya...i did lost 1kg of weight...haha..

"Let's turn to matters of health and fitness now. This month, on June 5, Jupiter will turn direct after having been retrograde for months. If you have had difficulty in losing weight, or in getting the proper diagnosis from a doctor, Jupiter's turn to stronger orbit will be great news for you, because now you have a much greater chance for success. No matter how disappointed you may be with these matters, try again. The time surrounding a planet's turn to retrograde or direct is always very telling - see what happens in your health in the days clustered around June 5. Jupiter is currently touring your sixth house of health until October 25, so you have an unusual chance to experience a big success in this area. And remember, if you are trying to lose weight, redouble your efforts in the days that closely follow June 5. "

Craving: You
Desire: You
Philosophy: the real problem to loving someone too much is that u can't stop loving them...

was surfing the net on horoscope...came across this in one taiwanese site...and i was like..omigosh...so zhun ar...scared lor...even the way i chased girls oso same? wah...freaky wor...haha..u all see and decide fer urself ba...lol...


金牛座的男人做事向来不急躁，谈恋爱当然也不会啰！他不会见你一面，就莽莽撞撞的投进爱情的陷阱。当他看中一个女孩之后，他会观察很久再决定到底要不要追求。我有个高中同学嫁了个金牛座的老公，他们是大学的同学，其实早在大一的时侯他就对她很有好感，却硬是整整观察了三年才展开追求。那时侯他已经对他从小到大的经历，以及家庭背景，有相当的了解了。如果你因此而以为金牛座的人太实际，太不罗曼蒂克了，那你可就错啰！当他一旦打定主意，他将采取一切温柔又甜蜜的方式，高级的餐馆、精致的礼物、送你上下班，这些一样都不会少。金牛座的浪漫既不空洞，也不会太过激情，他不是那种满嘴甜言蜜语，实际上什么都不曾为你做的男人。也不是那种整天粘着你，一分钟也不肯离开你的男人。金牛座男人的浪漫方式会让女生很有安全感，那是一种介于情人与父亲之间的感觉，像是一副可以依靠的肩膀，让人觉得温暖而舒适。怎么样？很令人响往吧？那么你得先通过他的审核才行。
你要记得，金牛座的男人绝不会喜欢一个高谈阔论，行为开放的女子，他要的是一个端庄的淑女，一个贤妻良母的女人。他可不想浪费时间玩刺激的恋爱游戏。所以啰！如果你是个新女性主义的女孩，你就可能不太适合他了。你是不是愿意为了爱情而收敛一点呢？跟他在一起的时侯，尤其在他的朋友面前，不要不停的发表意见，非必要的时侯，最好少开口，保持微笑，端庄的坐在他的身旁。他会不时的回头看看你，而且，以后他会很喜欢带你一起出席社交场合。当他向你求婚的时侯，他一定已经对你们的未来做好了完整的计划。至于怎么买房子，如何存钱，以及他目前的财务状况，他都会让你有所了解，你不会满心的惶恐不安，通常金牛座的男人会让你很有安全感的走进结婚礼堂。

haha...i din know i am that good wor...haha...horoscope is damn good at making ppl feel happy eh...haa....

Cravings: Rest
Desires: Home sweet home
Philosophy: i'll wait another 10 years...

No more clear blue skies...
Endless suffering but won't die...
Just wanna hide this ugly side...
Keeping it in disguise...

Everytime i see your eyes,
you can't see the tears inside.
Without you by my side...
consumed by the hurt...consumed by the pain...
wishing you were here...
hoping you were here...
still by my side...

damnz...reach the boiling point liao...THERE'S NOTHING I ABSOLUTELY HATE DEN BEING PANG SEH...FRICKIN HELL...&(*&(*&(*^^%^%$#^^%(**(&(*&(&)()(*&*&^^%$#$#%$^@#%$^^@#@#$#%#...

ARGH... damn...the drinking urge is back too...sianz... i seriously need to drink...running din get rid of the pent up frustration...gym din work too...i need alcohol...dammit... argh... wtf... betta isolate myself while i'm still rational... lest my frenz bear the brunt of my wrath...think i need to chill it off.....

was damn bored during work todae...hehe...came up with some crapz....enjoy ba...

<<雨的声音>>

雨又再次的落下,
妳也离开我身边.
忘记妳,
是件不可能的事.
往事的浮现,
都已成了云烟.
该醒了,
遗忘梦中的画面.
听雨的声音,
它提醒了自己,
想起了不曾得到却又失去的妳.
听风的声音,
它告诉了自己,
放弃一切只求妳能再回我梦境.
那是一厢情愿的哀求,
渴望一起厮守.
听雨的声音,
它提醒了自己,
现在的妳已被他搂入怀里.
听风的声音,
它告诉了自己,
对妳的感情永远至死不移.

Krav
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U and only u

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Ostentatious, Obnoxious,
Venturing, learning
Enduring storms
Sailing the high seas,

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