geez...am so tired...work is kinda draining... the week is planned full of programs...went shopping on mon...gym n run on tues...wed...dunno...thurs meeting fren, fri meeting fren...sat video...sun working at paintball...woah..power packed day...

todae is tues...am all alone in all...everyone has something to do or someone to go out with...well..less me lar...i no one to go out with...nothing to do outside..so stae here lor...and here = hall... everyone more or less back le..planning up some mischief for next week..gathering the forces too...FOC coming..everithing more or less is settling down...sigh...somehow working has already taken alwae most of my life liao...no come back alwaes so tired...haiz...

also am so control by dieting...argh...aint supposed to eat this aint' suppose to eat that...haiz...this is sadz...gotta increase my exercise...push push push...bleahz...am so dead...

watch shall we dance...richard gere is indeed quite charming...and itz not tt i'm gay or wat...but the show is indeed nice...haa...now am so inspired to go learn ballroom dancing...waltzing around the ball room, rhumba-ing to the sound of music..geez...that's juz so cool...ahaha...i wanna go learn dancingz...haiz...but dunwan register as a single...haha...

but the show not bad wor...portray us guys well...though initially he went to pick up dancing in the hope of trying to pick up J-Lo...but end up getting the passion to dance and til the stage that he entered the competition...haa...and that passion in his dancing ended up saving his already stagnant marriage...see...he remain faithful despite able to dance with a sweet young thing...haha... but oh well...itz a nice show nonetheless...NOT ALL GUYS ARE UNFAITHFUL...

haiz..results out too...din do extremely well...but somehow din turn up worst than wat i had expected...at least i din ta bao any subject... not fantastic results, but well... i manage to clear...seems like itz time to work hard....thankfully no tabao...otherwise todae would be my orbituary lor...

ah...and not forgettting tt met up with twinz to eat lunch yest...haha..quite a suprise i would sae..actualli ask to meet up to eat with me...haa... had not bad a time wor...haha...though starting she realli abit tensed..luckily my 2 other fren managed to crack her up with their antics...lol... yeah...ok ba...that's the keys happenning so far ba...yeah...i know..my life is boring...oni food movies and nothing else...but tt's my life...pui~

Craving: Kuishinbo Buffet
Desire: lose more weight
Philosophy: "don't only look at what u want to see but focus on who u want to see..."

sometimes it's like that...helplessness... when things juz happened...there's no stopping it on its roll... lotsa things happening at once, unable to control, unable to stop... but once u give up fighting against it, the tide will juz carry u over and lead u over the waterfall....plunging u deep into the plunge pool rite at the end...and tt juz means once u plunge in deeply, u cannot help urself too...

therefore, in life...take things with stride... and once u identify ur goals...go for it... just do it...

Cravings: Peace
Desires : Everlasting Peace
Philosophy: the whole bunch up there

well...my mom never fails to suprise me...todae was out with her again... went down town to settle some insurance stuffz..after which decided to make a trip down to tiong bahru plaza...since she quite sua ku...din realli been there before lor... well...am was thinking...since i already there..why not go to the hobby shop and take a look at models ba...perhaps i can buy my "Saviour" if itz out on the shelves...and so my mom went with mi...

at the shop..she was like..wah...so many models..all so nice...haha..cuz of the display lar..she was like totally overwhelmed by it...den i saw my "saviour", so i went to grab it...oogle and carresss it...and she got the point...so i decided to buy...den went to ask abt air brush...cuz been thinking of buying one...den the shop uncle showed mi one..and i was like looking at my mom for permission to get one...and she went.."buy lor"...tt totalli stun mi... haha..the air brush was like 63 bucks..and she went ok lor...i spent 122.70 at the model shops lor...and she din grumble..din nag..din say...wah...wat's wrong with my mother man...where's the naggy side of her? the grumble grumble part of her?? haha...my mom's so cool now...lol...

Cravings: Food
Desires: Finish up my Saviour
Philosophy: there's no meaning to a flower unless it blooms

geez...went to work at SDC Crossfire Paintball todae...there's oni 1 word to sae...awesome..fun..shag...oops..ok...3 words den... but then itz quite a interesting experience wor...

first muz transport all the stuffz up...rifles, magazine, vests, helmets and misc items...frickin heavy..den oni 3 of us...carry like mad...but ok lar..manageable..cuz the other 2 facilitators are helpful n nice... learn alot from them todae...haha... and learn the paintball language of done-ed, finished-ed, and alot of wateva ed ar...aha....interesting wor...

den games itself was quite a intense affair...gotta care abt safety..gotta care abt scoring..gotta keep urself out of harm's way...haha..i kanna shot once..and pain ar...paintball realli is 'painball' ar...the wound turn red almost immediately lor...shux... but ok lar..once u get used to it..u start to become vocal with the players...so much like my live firing days back in army..haha..get to shout n shout at ppl..haha...

after games is the packing up...tt one is siong..haa...carry all the stuffz down...and i mean all lor...jialat sia...2 person carry this time round..aha..den gotta clean up all the rifles n such...siong siong..haa..but ok lar..still fun when u got a good partner to crap around with...aha...

oh...den todae was another suprised..haa..juz nice doris helping out todae...haha..my first dae there n tadaa...my old fren was there to greet me..haa...such a pleasant suprised..hehe...hope tt next time i go can see her..den find out tt she n meow meow are snr n jnr in poly lor...haa...the world is indeed frickin small...everiwhere we go..we see frenz..or frenz' frenz...or frenz'z frenz'z frenz...haa...okiez...wateva..tired le..shall zzz....

Cravings: Sleep
Desires: Sleep well
Philosophy: "oni pain can make u realise that u are still alive..."

geesus...time for work again...7.40 now...and itz tt time again...feeling weary after yest gym session...aching everywhere...darn...i need a massage...haiz... for the sake of money...i'll do it...it's alwaes the hardest to wake up early in the morning to go to work..there'll be a 1001 excuses that i can come up with to try n siam work..well..lucky tt's oni limited to try...trying will never be successful...things can only be successful when u do rite...ahaa.. crapz...dunno lar...update fer the sake of updating oni...dun have much intelligent or interesting things to sae...**yawnz**

Cravings: Breakfast
Desires: Sleep
Philosophy: think not about the distance u covered but the distance u can go

**ding dong**
"ah..hi...you're here.."

"yup... your new house veri nice lei...big n spacious"

"haa...ok lar...so so lor..come come...sit sit..."

"okiez..."

5 mins of chatting, talking cock and watching tv...

**click** door swing open.

"oh...XXX...you here ar...wah...u seems to put on weight on"

"ya lor auntie...examz lar...lack of exercise..." **mumble mumble mumble**

geez...why does everyone notice when ppl put on weight... izzit really tt noticeable...haiz...cannot make it ar....damn sadz... as of now...about 1243153781 sae tt i put on weight le...and i dun even know tt mani ppl lor...shux...itz oni 3kgs~ not as if i ballooned up to some overweight, greasy, chicken-drumsticks eating guy...but still..ppl noticed...i din know ppl actualli noticed me that much...mabbe oni cuz i put on weight ba...haiz....

Cravings: food(cannot cuz diet)
Desires : Lose weight
Philosophy: " you are wat u eat "

okiez...decided to relocate liao...haah...come over to blogger seems like more fun...more customizable..hehe... check out the site layout...courtesy of blogskins.com...nice n chic rite..haah...i like the dark dark layout wor...so nice..hehe...veri like mi...

well...went for bash yesterdae...wake up feeling like being run over by a car...so quite siong..but tt's nothing a panadol couldn't solve ba..haah...den end up slacking my morning away... din use com much...cuz com siao diao...haa..but well..being the tian cai i am...solve it without having to reformat...manage to save all my data from being formated...haah...

noon time went back hall...to get stuffz and check on my zoo...den juz nice manage to save my xiaomei weekend..aha..borrowed com cannot access net..juz imagine..weekend in hall without com, tv and me...wat could be worse rite? haha...den went to play abit of darts too...ahah..den went can 2 fer waffle... quite long din eat le...ahah...not bad not bad...

okiez lar...now nuttin to blog...not in mood for philosophies...too early...

Cravings : NIL
Desires : lose weight
Philosophy: NIL

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